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I was nurtured
I was sheltered
I was curious and young
I was searching for that something
Tryin to find it on the run
Oh and just when I stopped lookin'
I saw just how far I'd come
In this life~~~
In this life~~~
You give me love
You give me light
Show me everythings been happening
I've opened up my eyes
I'm following
3 steps fight an honest fight (oooh)
2 hearts, they can start a fire (yeah yeah)
1 love is all I need in this life...(oh)
Yeahhh...Yeahhh...Yeah Yeah...
In this life
Ohhh...Whoahhh...Whoa Whoa
I have faltered
I have stumbled
I have found my feet again
I've been angry
And I've been shaken
Found a new place to begin
And my persistance to make a difference
Has led me safe into your hands
In this life~~~
In this life~~~
You give me love
You give me light
Show me everythings been happening
I've opened up my eyes
I'm following
3 steps fight an honest fight (oooh)
2 hearts, they can start a fire (yeah yeah)
1 love is all I need in this life~~~(Oh)
Ohh..Whoahhhh...Whoa Whoa
In this life
Yeah...Yeah...Yeah Yeah
I was put here for a reason
I was born into this world
And I'm living, and I'm believing
That I was meant to be your girl
In this life~~~
In this life~~~
You give me love
You give me light
Show me everythings been happening
I've opened up my eyes
I'm following
3 steps fight an honest fight (oooh)
2 hearts, they can start a fire (yeah yeah)
1 love is all I need in this life~~~(Oh)
3 steps fight an honest fight (oooh)
2 hearts, they can start a fire (yeah yeah)
1 love is all I need
In this life~~~ (oh)
Yeah...Yeah....yeah yeah
In this life
Yeah...Yeah....yeah yeah
In this life
Ohhh...Whoahhh...whoa whoa
In this life
Yeah...Yeah...yeah yeah
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Random Quote
"Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Willing is not enough; we must do." Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
Quest Completed at 1:03 AM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Detour
... i hate complicated matters.. but sometimes the path tt u thread on is not always 1 way... so unfortunetly, we need to make choices or detours
sometimes i jus hope things will jus shut by themselves but, guess i ain't really those optismistic types wonder is it gd or bad sia hmmm
many things to work on i gonna fail my modules man crap but jus cant get myself to work on things like studying sometimes i really hope my enthu for sports the enthu can pass over abit to study -_-
hope i get an ealier appointment for tt wateva physio it is still tinkin wana go train later at nite or not needa go visit the stupid new water plant stupid national education module tis suks but at least i get a free ride to tanah merah i jus hope my leg can make it i cant walk long sia... -_- leg still in pain from tuesday's walk
needa walk from hub to clinic from clinic walk to sch sch back to clinic back to sch then go jubilee to watch movie @_@ at least managed to catch shrek 3
worth it, no wonder it's only 1hr30mins it's comedy tru out, haha too bad cant c fiona do her kung fu again but her mum's iron head butt rocks sia lol
transformers coming out soon XD cant wait to watch it
Quest Completed at 1:05 AM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Physiotherapy or wateva it is spelt :P
hee no bone injuries XD
doc refering me to hospital tho to TTS for physiotherapy(i duno e spelling sia) when? i duno -_- needa wait for them to call me
tho the nurse helping me to make the appointment was askin i prefer sep or oct i was like "errrr..............." so i picked sep 1st n c how tho can earlier after they cfm wif me my appointment time jus tt i needa call n ask
come to tink of it... how to go from TTS from my area sia......
anyway something else wana catch shrek 3 but some1 told me it's 1hr30mins 0.0 i duno worth it or nt sia but then, i still like shrek series lah might as well n since i tink it's showing times gonna end soon better to watch asap or else i might regret it
how to say leh some movies are better to be watched in theaters
movies tt i wana catch are fantastic 4 (tho i missed the 1st 1,still interested.but still haf my bad habits on watching sequel) TRANSFORMERS XD surf up .... tt's for now i tink no money lahz........ T_T
Quest Completed at 3:47 PM
X-Ray
yupz... finally went n c doc today more like
actually i woke up late for my java lab and my attendance for tt is dying tho if i jus appear my teacher will still mark me as present but then... too tired n lazy cus of long talks last night many interesting topics to talk about *cough cough* or not -_- wateva it is needa get an execuse letter later from doc hope can sia
anyway, needa head back to the polyclinic at 2pm jus to get the results and c the doc again tis is so contradiciting... leg got something wrong, c doc, xray hope got nth, but if like tt, duno wat's wrong if got something, then will go "sian"
hope it's nth big have not been able to last tru trainings lately but i only go c for left leg if both legs xray i no money for this week... been tight on my money these few months...... din tok bout back, cus, later no prob with the xray will only end up with painkillers which i'm already sort of immune already, then they will charge for e xray n e painkiller siao
and tt doc speak soo fast~ i cant really remb wat symptons i have all of a sudden tink she tink my knee got prob cus only x-ray the left knee
now java lec... in 20mins time i ciao off take my own sweet time walk there liaoz cant even walk w/o feeling pain in left leg easily stiffens up quite fast oso n it gets tired damn fast 0.o sooooooooooo troublesome..........
but if i dun do some activities i will seriously rot sia n i miss out 2 trainings already...... sian... 1 is sat's special 1 is sunday @ skc and hasebe sensei is leading training >.< haha plus sunday got senseis came down from m'sia kaoz kns should have went -_- but i dun lke to do kata in da morning -_- needa find partner oso soooo troublesome -_- maybe i should go late or something *cough cough*
Quest Completed at 1:04 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
Xmlns
heng got check lesson plan for xmlns module 1010am lesson is e-tut no need go heard from my classmates half of the class went n sit down there do nth
now learning ADO.net makin applications for mobile devices... sian
no 1 can complete tons of weird errors for every1 all dying
still sitting n blogging cus sian nth to do... still waiting for cher stupid pda application
my A.I programming can oso go die sure fail liaoz......
wateva
Quest Completed at 1:44 PM
Random Quizzes
sch reopening... wateva...
You have a personality similar to the character Ryoko in the series Tenchi You are strong, mischievous, and a little vain. You have no problems with taking revenge or fighting when you are threatened, or with playing jokes on friends. You do however have a soft spot that not many have the opportunity to see.
You're a pretty stable and serious person. You don't take things lightly. This doesn't mean you can't have fun - you just have fun responsibly. You definitely have a spontaneous side, but you only let loose when it's appropriate.
1st OP of 1 of the most popular anime series, Nana started from the manga series by Yazawa Ai 矢沢あい it revolves around the 2 main chars Osaki Nana - a punk rock singer from the band TRAPNEST Komatsu Nana - a town girl moving to tokyo to live both are extremly opposite and the stories goes around with the 2 of them living together with their different life stories songs from these series rocks too XD tt is if u enjoy lor
Romanji
When I was darkness at that time fueteru kuchibiru Heya no katasumi de I cry Mogakeba mogaku hodo tsukisasaru kono kizu Yaburareta yakusoku hurt me
Nobody can save me Kamisama hitotsu dake Tomete saku you na my love
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Machi no kanashimi your song Ibasho nai kodoku na my life
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Oh baby, help me from frozen pains With your smile, your eyes, sing me just for me
I wanna need your love... I'm a broken rose I wanna need your love...
When you were with me at that time Anata no kage wo oikakete Hadashi de kakemekete stop me Tozaseba tozasu hodo motsureteku kono ai Yuruyaka ni yasashiku kiss me
Nobody can save me Kogoeru bara no you ni Yasashiku nemuritai my tears
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Kareochiru kanashimi my soul Kuzureochiru kodoku na little girl
I need you love. I'm a broken rose. Oh baby, help me from frozen pains With your smile, your eyes, sing me just for me
I wanna need your love… I'm a broken rose I wanna need your love…
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Maichiru kanashimi your song Ibasho nai kodoku na my life
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Oh baby, help me from frozen pain With your smile, your eyes, sing me just for me
I wanna need your love… I'm a broken rose I wanna need your love…
English
When I was in darkness at that time, my lips were trembling And I cried in the corner of the room The more I struggle, the more this wound pierces The broken promises hurt me
Nobody can save me There is but one God It seems like my love stops and tears me
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Your song is the sadness that falls down My lonely life with nowhere to go
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Oh baby, help me from frozen pains With your smile, your eyes, sing me just for me
I wanna need your love... I'm a broken rose I wanna need your love...
When you were with me at that time, I chased after your shadow, And you couldn't stop me as I ran through it The more I block it out, the more this love gets complicated Kiss me gently, tenderly
Nobody can save me, Like a frozen rose, My tears want to sleep gently
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. My sad soul dies off, And I'm a little girl that breaks down.
I need you love. I'm a broken rose. Oh baby, help me from frozen pains With your smile, your eyes, sing me just for me
I wanna need your love… I'm a broken rose I wanna need your love…
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Your song is the sadness that falls down My lonely life with nowhere to go
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Oh baby, help me from frozen pain With your smile, your eyes, sing me just for me
I wanna need your love… I'm a broken rose I wanna need your love…
Kanji
When I was darkness at that time 震えてる唇 部屋の片隅で I cry もがけばもがくほど 突き刺さるこの傷 破られた約束 hurt me
Nobody can save me 神様ひとつだけ 止めて裂くような my love
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. 舞散る悲しみ your song 居場所無い孤独な my life
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Oh baby, help me from frozen pains With your smile, your eyes, sing me just for me
I wanna need your love... I'm a broken rose I wanna need your love...
When you were with me at that time 貴方の影を追いかけて 裸足で駆け抜けて stop me 閉ざせば閉ざすほどもつれてくこの愛 緩やかにやさしく kiss me
Nobody can save me 凍える薔薇のように 優しく眠りたい my tears
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. 枯れ落ちる悲しみ my soul 崩れ落ちる孤独な little girl
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Oh baby, help me from frozen pains With your smile, your eyes, sing me just for me
I wanna need your love… I'm a broken rose I wanna need your love…
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. 舞散る悲しみ your song 居場所無い孤独な my life
I need your love. I'm a broken rose. Oh baby, help me from frozen pain With your smile, your eyes, sing me just for me
I wanna need your love… I'm a broken rose I wanna need your love…
Quest Completed at 12:03 AM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Random Jokes
got it from tt darth vader mus be from 2flashgames.com or something wateva
1 - Test of courage An African leader makes an official trip to Russia. As he is leaving, the Russian leader tells him that in Russia they have a farewell custom called "Russian Roulette", to demostrate one's courage. The Russian whips out a revolver, loads 1 chamber, gives the cylinder a spin, puts the gun to his head and pulls the trigger... CLICK... empty chamber...
He hands the revolver to his African guest and says "Your turn." Not to be outdone, the African repeats the ritual... CLICK... empty.
The next year, the Russian visits the African country. As he is leaving, the African tells him that he was very impressed with the "Russian Roulette" and that he has devised an African ritual to demostrate one's courage.
The African then disappears through a door, only to reappear a few minutes later smiling and says, "Your turn." The African escorts the Russian through the door. In the room there are 6 of the most beautiful naked women he has ever seen. The African explains that he is to choose 1 of the women, who will perform oral sex on him.
Absolutely dumbfounded, the Russian asks, "What kind of test of courage is this?"
The African calmly answers, "One of them is a cannibal."
2.Pardon Da Breast A flat chested woman was delighted when her fairy goldmother said her breasts would increase in size each time a man says, "Pardon" to her.
She walked down the sidewalk, accidentally bumped into a man and he said,"Pardon me.". Her breast instantly grew an inch and she was ecstatic.
The next day, she bumped into a man in the grocery store, he begged her pardon and another inch was added to her breasts. She was in 7th heaven!
She walked into a Chinese restaurant, collided with a waiter who bowed and said,"A thousand pardons for my clumsy behavior."
The next day, the headline in the local newspaper says, "Chinese Waiter Crushed to Death!"
3.Life Formulaes (Some are really true though, haha XP) ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.
4.Life's Statistics(most are really facts sia. lolz) GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and noT try to understand her at all.
LONGEVITY Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
(The darth vader finds this 1 funniest of them all) 5.HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and crackling, telling me, "You're next."
They stopped after i started doing the same thing to them at funerals.
Yalah...haha he already *cough cough* liaoz and cfm oso kana almost similar scenarios bahz *cough cough* *cough cough cough*
Quest Completed at 11:08 PM
Dramatic Year
speechless......
or..
maybe not......
they better start to tink more maturely b4 acting...
sick n tired of all these events
fed up
......
wateva
Quest Completed at 2:31 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Favourite Song Post #10: SnoW - NightmareRe
SNoW
Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori
The 2nd series for Jigoku Shoujo, Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori more or less it's the same as the 1st series, with a little change of story for the ending
the 1st 1 was bout the long year of hatred n wrath Ai has held in till she came across the descendants of the man she wanted vengence on. but being a Jigoku Shoujo can only take revenge on her client's behalf she cannot take revenge based on her own hatred or her parents which is being held hostage by the King of Hell will be left to wander the darkness for eternity y? watch n u will know.
The king of hell has no choice but to hold her parents as hostages cus Ai is too strong for even the King of Hell to restraint her n send to hell That's y she is doing the job as Jigoku Shoujo till she has done enough to amend her sins by doing her job. The 2nd series will continue wat has been left after the 1st series tho i dun really like the ending >.<
Romanji
Ima nanji ka oshiete yume to itte dakishimete
Haikyo no machi ni mioboe ga aru Anata to mekutta shashinshuu no naka
Doushite hitori atashi wa hitori Sugu ni sugu ni yume nanda to kizuku
Gareki o hashiru nanika ketobasu Yume kara sameru deguchi o sagasu no
Hayaku ikanakya hayaku ikanakya Dokoka de anata no koe ga shiteru no
Ugoite iru toki no naka shika Eien nante mienai n da...
Ima nanji ka oshiete yume to itte dakishimete Tomarikaketa atashi no kokoro o ugokashite onegai Tonari ni anata wa iru Tabun chigau yume o mite Taiyou nanka iranai Anata no egao ga ima koishikute
Anata o omou konna ni omou Sonna atashi o yume de mitsuketa no
Motto shiritai motto shiritai Anata no koto o motto motto shiritai
Nan to ka shinakya shikkari shinakya Donna sekai ni mo setsunasa ga afureru
Toki ga itoshii nazeka itoshii Ima wa motto anata o shiritai
Wasureteta yo shinjinakereba Donna koto de mo hajimaranai n da
Ippun ichibyou de mo zutto zutto dakishimete Warui yume o mite ita dake to sasayaite kudasai Tonari ni anata ga ita Ima mo kitto Soba ni iru no Araamu ga nattatte Anata no koe shika todokanai n da
Toroketai n da Atama itai n da "Kimi o mamoru" to ka tama ni wa kikitai n da Hajiketai n da Waratte itai n da Hajimetai n da
Ima nanji ka oshiete yume to itte dakishimete Tomarikaketa atashi no kokoro o ugokashite onegai Tonari ni anata wa iru Tabun chigau yume o mite Taiyou nanka iranai Anata no egao ga ima koishikute
English
Tell me what time it is now, and embrace me, saying that it's a dream
I remember seeing this ruined city Inside the photo album that I flipped through with you
Why am I alone? I'm alone Soon enough I'll realize it's a dream
I kick something as I run through the rubble I search for the exit to wake from the dream
I have to hurry, I have to hurry I can hear your voice from somewhere
You can only see eternity Within the moving time
Tell me what time it is now, and embrace me, saying that it's a dream Please move my heart that has begun to stop You're next to me Probably dreaming a different dream I don't need the sun I'm in love with your smile now
I think of you, I think of you so much I found such a self in my dream
I want to know more, I want to know more I want to know more and more about you
I have to do something, I have to shape up Painfulness overflows in any world
Time is precious, somehow it's precious For now, I want to know more about you
I forgot that nothing begins If you don't believe
Hold me longer even by a minute or a second Please whisper that I was just having a nightmare You were right next to me And I'm sure you still are Even if the alarm rings Only your voice reaches me
I want to be enchanted My head hurts I want to hear things like “I’ll protect you” from time to time I want to burst I want to laugh I want to start it
Tell me what time it is now, and embrace me, saying that it's a dream Please move my heart that has begun to stop You're next to me Probably dreaming a different dream I don't need the sun I'm in love with your smile now
needa slp now maybe 3 days later post new song, haha
Quest Completed at 1:35 AM
Resting.In.Progress
eh hmm ok, my ashi suks XP haha
oh well did not noe wat happen but vomitted some stuffs out should be food i tink
this is the interesting part i freaked out jul n jul freaked me out lol
i locked the door in the toilet to puke mahz i tot ok liaoz, prolly dun haf anymore to puke open door, jul was outside then the last wave came she saw me puking something "red" hahaha dun ask me, i oso duno wat isit din wear my specs tt x i jus chiong in suddenly with my men on heng took off men liaoz spilt second later then started puking
yar... thx for the concern guys n i'm fine jus dun tag at my tagboard bout tis gomen for freaking aunty na, aunty wee and ali-son on the.... "unidentified red liquid"
(ph, not ur fault lahz, hahaz. leg not stable nia :P)
Quest Completed at 12:09 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
And I Tot I Was Gonna Fail, Lolx
yupz, went for grading today gratz to all da jrs another job well done than gab's batch, got at least 2 to 3 6kyuu and almost all 7 kyuu for their 1st grading defintely better than my batch..... hahaz... old story, can 4get bout tt :P
yea, really tot gonna fail, esp during jikeiko, lol was quite worried bout my left leg moving today was literally tinkin bout it not to move the whole time then suay suay partner was a tall guy, kana stress, lol wah, tt guy funny sia gonna do kote men, my turn he opened wrongly for me his expression was like 0.0!!!!!!!! like screaming (nooooooooooooo!!!!!!) inside, lol then jikeiko was like... so... unfocused >.< seriously tinking how did i made it to 2nd kyuu anyway gratz to: cj for jumping to 2nd kyuu ph to 1st kyuu mk for hitting 2nd kyuu joshie, mosquito,goldfish to 3rd kyuu eggplant to 4th kyuu(yo, dun worry bout it, there's always ups n downs ^^) the always in stress penguin to 4th kyuu (lolz) not to 4get those hu made it to 1st kyuu too~~ (lazy to tye out names liaoz)
ya, nice sia, too bad for josh's case, he could have made it to 2nd maybe he got worn out or something tink CJ oso worn out halfway, lol gab's case oso suay sia he accidentally let go his right hand when doing men cut i tink, kana stuck at 4th if not, maybe can 3rd oso n aunty jul looked soooooooo stressed up today, lol yixin's kiai still as cute as eva (ganbatte~~ still haf yr end's 1 to try out ya ^^) liying oso, lol
haha, n joyce got her nidan(gratz) (when can u treat us ar??) lol
rite, next grading at yr's end... needa do kata liaoz T_T oh well, tho it's fun lahz(in some ways) jus tt, how to say ar... hmmm.... troublesome bahz, lol
n looks like terry dun wana take dan grading cus got written paper stuff, lol nahz, maybe, maybe not cus asked him at KFC when q-ing last time the reason he gave was he wana hit 1 point off takeuchi sensei 1st then take his sandan, lol
kz, damn tired now din slp much @_@
Quest Completed at 6:20 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Accident???
duno wat happened but seems like accident involving 1 car at the back and the bicyclist jus so happened to c it when crossing the road to walk home light rainin somemore since nth to do oso so kpo kpo a little tho lazy, jus took 1 shot n crossed liaoz
went to sch to boro club's dou my 1 ytd the loop c already like gonna spoil soon in the end when end of trainin taking it out really spoil sia sad sia T_T hope tt thing is cheap or something... totally broke n my $40 is definately flying away tml......
as long as dun kana tt fella can liaoz jus... dun like the way he fight lahz -_-
Quest Completed at 1:52 PM
Reborn~~~
change of mood ritz feeling freakin tired now... felt bad bout my performance today suks... nvm bout tt hope things change for the better(issues i mean)
anyway, did a photo album on Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn! direct translation -> Home Tutor Hitman Reborn! nice anime, tho manga better, comedy genre did photoshop on some to remove subs some lazy so i jus crop it off all are jus Reborn in diff costumes in eps 15 cute sia, 1 of my favourite chars
Quest Completed at 12:39 AM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Both side really want Peace? Or is the Club getting Ruined in the Process?
they say they wan peace but wat they had been doing is only adding oil to fire wat's da use?
unfairness? fault? bais? misinterpreted?
no 1 decides these 4 factors up there no 1
humans are all faulty is some ways, tt's common sense they can be solved very easily... trust me
IF both sides are willingly to listen i noe 1 side does... as the tok last nite got proven of something but i duno bout the other side
things here may be 1 sided... i duno depends on the ppl who wana interprets it i'm quite neutral unless some1 makes me snap but, 1 thing's for sure BOTH sides are at wrong......
so wat u got false accussion? prove it to whoever it is that ur not next time dun give up, as simple as it is cant let simple matter rest? u tink no 1 had tt b4? i've got it even more worst......
now the prob is i asked 1 side to keep the sword in the sheath if not, the other side prolly wun but, tt depends...... ...now, jus needa c how the other side react
n for god's sake... ppl wun hate ppl for no reason or something u said u respect her haf u tot about wat did u actually do to make her snapped like tt?
her's might be pent up frustration... angry till breakdown n snapped in tt pattern...... u said it's only a story telling, so let it be, care so much for wat? the reason y u reacted is prolly because something in tt story proves something, tt, i will not mention... tink about it yourself i dun even noe if u read my blog...... heck care, let it be
n, u tink i did not explain when i was scolding u? i did it's just that u were bz shutting urself off from wat i'm telling u not willing to listen
it's ok to organise an event... u DID ask around, it was only asking, not planning u asked me b4, i replied either get the yr1 jrs or eggplant to help u have u ever tot wat is ur prob? y the hell was i so pissed off?
in a club sponsored by some1.. in tis case our sch there was a rule, stating, no more collection of club fund... meaning, treasurer no need deal with cash on hand anymore need, jus ask from sch, they provide alison's batch decides to use them all off... on wat i duno i dun tink any1 in my batch except me knows it.. cus i happened to hear it when jul or alison were bz tinkin ways to spend it off so it seems...
rite, u R the PR, u have the RIGHT to organise event... BUT with PERMISSION from the PRESIDENT and our dear P knows nth.... so wat u did go around asking? did u even asked his PERMISSION? ur NOT suppose to book the pit then tell us ur plan then collect fund from club ppl in an event not approved, no club fund may be collected YES, u DID asked PERMISSION for ANNOUNCEMENT... u asked him, him asked u to asked me, i asked u to asked him he APPROVED, BUT, u may NOT announce the MONEY part... wat did U do? u ANNOUNCE the WHOLE thing...... u find it rude tt i INTERRUPT but HELLO, tis is my 1ST TIME i ever INTERRUPTED some1's announcement... y? when u announced something not approved u invoked my right to do so...
for bloody sake, i did not even wan to be in commitee... u tink i wan tis goddamn bloody pos isit? but PUI, i'm the goddamn VP, incharge of INTERNAL CLUB AFFAIRS of cus i need to do MY JOB...... do u really tink u are the 1 really not happy? tink again stop tinkin in the manner of u n urself......
wat makes u tink we do not have enfu time to plan? planning in advance takes at most only 1 day's time tt's all or u duno how to plan? or maybe cus u have been bz tryin to do everything urself tt's y prehaps u cant plan efficiently it's good to try... but R u able to take up the RESPONSIBILITIES?
this is not even a good time to have a bbq somemore the yr1s jus paid nearly $200 for all their kendo stuffs for the 1st half of their term n rite now, it's common test period time if u had planned with us, the bbq could be free at least... but too bad for u, wanting to do things the hard way, not wanting to acknowledge some of ur mistakes made ur side of things goes till now
u complained bout the date of ur bbq got touched tt's wat happens wat not planned properly... they, having a meeting, was planned quite some time ago... anything can happen out of nowhere y cant u jus wait patiently n did u even consider bout the weather.... due to global warming, we are already having weather probs raining suddenly n such... i wun be surprised if it rained on tt day of ur bbq not a jinx or anything it's my tots
the reason y i did not tell ur hubby all the goddamn reasons during the msn chat is cus its meaningless unless u are the 1 ASKING u said u are uninformed? do u noe almost all of the info when we disclosed to commitee are only a few minutes AFTER we got it... ur not the only 1 DEALING with last minute info so stop complaining... we all oso uninformed... but we at least asked around to sort things out... wat bout u? it's ur responsibilities to ask too u noe? jus because u did not does not mean ur not wrong too...
doesn't mean ur mentor say jus keep it, then u keep it i remb during 1 camp, u said u had the leftovers n asked wat to do with it u asked me, i asked u to ask P. P told u to settle it with the treasurer...... we all haf STM, we dun mind overlooking tis.. but touching it w/o telling us of cus it's outrageous....
dun worry, i do acknowledge my mistakes i might not look like tho i'm really stubborn, i do acknowledge n depending on different circumstances i acknowledge differently wat about u? u cant jus always wan the other side to keep their swords in their sheath then u keep urs wat's the point? i made at least the 1st step on my part on this goddamn bloody issue... now it's ur turn to play ur part... show ur cards prove it n no 1 will have any objections on wat cards u tryin to play... at least coordinate the card play in a proper manner in conjunction with the neutral side
yr1, u organised, no 1 argue, all ended nicely... yr2,the yr1s were enthu to organise... y did u butt in and suddenly mess up wat they were doing? u said it's rude to interrupt BUT u interrupted them, wat say u? yr3... y are u tryin to do bbq for consecutively 3 yrs? wat gd is tt if it's always the same person organising......
i noe all here stated are quite 1 sided... but no choice i have no exploits of the other side other than her storytellings... that side started it, tt's true but i asked her to stop she is willingly to listen though it's not related to my standings... wat about u? how strong is ur desire to stop tis stupid issue? prove it... in a proper manner...... w/o tt tone which u might be using w/o tinking......
n stop tinkin u r right no 1 is right in tis issue no 1 tt includes me......
n heck care tt nationals issue... as long as u noe, ur precious hubby noe ur not wrong tt's fine up till now, no 1 noes the true story so get over it, wat ur reacting now is childish... up till now, i have nv come across ppl saying ur wrong openly inside, i have no idea, but ppl have rights to tink wat they want jus like wat u say u have ur rights to post wateva u wana on ur blog no 1 can stop any1 on tis... even the 1 incharge of forms asked me to pass u the message dun give up n wat u are doign dun do u gd bout tis at all...
i have already reached my limits on this issue u guys.. can argue all u wan... but.. dun drag the club down with tis... 1 outsider already noticed it... drag tis somemore... gd luck to the next batch... i'm serious...
What Say You?
Quest Completed at 12:22 PM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Favourite Song Post #9: SnoW - Sakasama no Chou 逆さまの蝶
SnoW
Jigoku Shoujo 地獄少女 1st Season
yupz, this blogskin is dedicated to the anime, n esp to Enma Ai 閻魔愛 from Jigoku Shoujo 地獄少女 like her kimono when she wears it she looked so cute n cool at the same time n scary if need be, lol here's a short intro for the anime
There is a rumor that there is a message board called “Jigoku Tsushin” which can only be accessed at midnight. It is said that if one posts his grudge against someone there, the Jigoku Shojo will appear and take the person to Hell. It may sound like an urban legend, but it is true.
The name of the Jigoku Shojo is Emma Ai. Emma is usually a quiet girl, but when she feels for the client, she turns into Jigoku Shojo. Although it isn’t mentioned in the rumor, it is necessary to make a contract with her. In exchange for her sending the target to Hell, the client’s soul will be also taken to Hell after his death.
now here's da lyrics
Romanji
Itsuka hikari ni mukau sakasama no chou Kimi to kami wo kiru kagami no naka Jugyouchuu no ryouka hibiku ashioto Taezu ame no oto ga tsuite kuru yo
Kanjiru mama no katachi wa mabushii Amai hana ni naru doku no mi ni mo naru Kyou mo ame ano hi to ima wo Sora to sora de tsunagitai no
In this Craziness, Uncertainty Hitori hitori no omoi wo bokura wa dokoka ni nokoseru darou ka In this Craziness, You gave me life Hitotsu no omoi wo bokura wa doko made mamoreru darou ka
Kimi wa oboete iru no sakasama no chou ME-RU no yaritori wa toritome mo nai Nagasarete itemo oyogereba ii Taezu hito no koe wa nami no you ni
Shinjiru mama ni tsutaeru MERODI Yasashii RIZUMU nakidashisou ni naru Itsumo ame ima ga mirai e to tsudzuku Sou omoitai yo
In this Craziness, Uncertainty Hitori hitori no katachi wo bokura wa dokoka ni nokoseru darou ka In this Craziness, You gave me life Sorezore no katachi wo bokura wa doko made mamoreru darou ka
Kotoba ni naritagaranai kimochi ga arimasu Hito ga ikura te wo nobashitemo Hito no naka ni todokanai basho ga aru Koe ni naranai hitori hitori no omoi ga suki dakara Nanika ni naranakutemo itsu no hi demo kawarazu
In this Craziness, Uncertainty Hitori hitori no omoi wo bokura wa dokoka ni nokoseru darou ka In this Craziness, You gave me life Hitotsu no omoi wo bokura wa doko made mamoreru darou ka
In this Craziness, Uncertainty Hitori hitori no katachi wo bokura wa dokoka ni nokoseru darou ka In this Craziness, You gave me life Sorezore no katachi wo bokura wa doko made mamoreru darou ka
In this Craziness, Uncertainty hitori hitori no akogare In this Craziness, You gave me life hitotsu no kagayaki In this Craziness, Uncertainty hitori hitori no tokimeki In this Craziness, You gave me life hitotsu no kandou In this Craziness, Uncertainty hitori hitori no manazashi In this Craziness, You gave me life hitotsu no guuzen In this Craziness, Uncertainty hitori hitori no nukumori In this Craziness, You gave me life hitotsu no yakusoku
English
Someday the inversed butterfly will face the light I cut my hair with you in the mirror The hallways while class is in session; the echoing sound of footsteps The sound of the ceaseless rain follows
While I feel it, the figure is blinding It'll become a sweet flower; it'll become a poisonous fruit, too Today it's raining again; I want to be connected to that person Through his sky and my sky now
In this Craziness, Uncertainty I wonder if we can leave behind each and everyone's thoughts somewhere In this Craziness, You gave me life I wonder to how far can we protect a single thought
You remember, inversed butterfly The exchange of mail has no end Even if I'm set adrift, I should swim The ceaseless voices of people are like waves
While I believe it, the spreading melody A gentle rhythm that seems to start weeping It's always raining; the present continues into the future Or so I want to think
In this Craziness, Uncertainty I wonder if we can leave behind each and everyone's figures somewhere In this Craziness, You gave me life I wonder to how far can we protect their respective figures
Hey, feelings that can't be told in words exist No matter to how far people stretch out their hands A place that they can't reach exists inside of people Because I like each and everyone's soundless thoughts Even if I don't become something, I remain unchanged on any day
In this Craziness, Uncertainty I wonder if we can leave behind each and everyone's thoughts somewhere In this Craziness, You gave me life I wonder to how far can we protect a single thought
In this Craziness, Uncertainty I wonder if we can leave behind each and everyone's figures somewhere In this Craziness, You gave me life I wonder to how far can we protect their respective figures
In this Craziness, Uncertainty Each and everyone's aspirations In this Craziness, You gave me life A single brilliance In this Craziness, Uncertainty Each and everyone's palpitations In this Craziness, You gave me life A single impression In this Craziness, Uncertainty Each and everyone's gazes In this Craziness, You gave me life A single coincedence In this Craziness, Uncertainty Each and everyone's warmth In this Craziness, You gave me life A single promise
In this Craziness, Uncertainty 一人一人の思いを 僕らはどこかに残せるだろうか In this Craziness, You gave me life ひとつの思いを 僕らはどこまで守れるだろうか In this Craziness, Uncertainty 一人一人の形を 僕らはどこかに残せるだろうか In this Craziness, You gave me life それぞれの形を 僕らはどこまで守れるだろうか
In this Craziness, Uncertainty 一人一人のあこがれ In this Craziness, You gave me life ひとつの輝き In this Craziness, Uncertainty 一人一人のときめき In this Craziness, You gave me life ひとつの感動 In this Craziness, Uncertainty 一人一人のまなざし In this Craziness, You gave me life ひとつの偶然 In this Craziness, Uncertainty 一人一人のぬくもり In this Craziness, You gave me life ひとつの約束
Quest Completed at 10:26 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
"Great" Day
how to say... was actually planning to post some stuffs on today cus dad's side relative passed away 1 yr anniversary already so needa go do those prayer stuffs got some interesting things to show but, mood damn bad now so not gonna tok bout it uploaded the pics though click on the "behalf" link below for the album link......
thx to my mum my day got spoilt within 3 days i got into bad mood twice...... every single time, come into my room do something cfm got something wrong... not always lahz jus tt nw angry, so wateva stated can be VERY 1 sided...... lacking control lately -_-
not to mention last time always tell her dun anyhow touch my things dun listen 1 still come in kepo cus i dun tidy up much, i leave my things as it is as i can still find them no matter how messy once she tidy up......
1-something impt missing, n i duno y the timing very precise... it's usually things tt i need to use for the next day 2-she opened my window...... main reason y i always close my window is because insects like to fly into my room, esp moths got once she opened, she invited a crockroach.... nvm i told her not to again, din listen, n opened again 2nd crockroach got invited 3rd time, still the same -_- duno how many times mus i tell her
reached home after all the prayer stuffs took off jacket she came in, asked me go shower with those flowers frm the prayers then she saw my clothes n the jacket i took off she say she wana wash, i said "dun wan lahz......" but, blablabla, she say by tml will be dry then i sian sian say okok wat to do like mother like daughter we are both stubborn ~_~
fine... after a while like maybe around 20mins later she came into my room asking if the gba was mine or not...... n blablabla n she told me it got soaked in the water ..................
though tt gba is considered outdated but i still like the games for it heart pain seh... cus i use own money save n buy n here comes the complicated part....... cus, even if i save up n buy these kind of stuffs my parents VERY~~~ objective about this kind of things...... so i purposely say it's fren's 1 to avoid idoitic naggings...... piangz.... not heartpain then i got problem already
then here comes another part...... the game in it is REALLY from a fren kaoz... wah liew......
kana soaked until the main screen can c water liaoz later needa open up n c how to save the gba.... the game, i haf no idea how liaoz kns......
if no cure, i cry sia...... i bought tt gba cus my mum always like to sort of... say, do well, will buy 1, will buy 1 always din lahz always say the same thing i go save up buy myself liaoz sian......
... anyway i will jus embed the album over here
Quest Completed at 9:17 PM
Ganko Me
i'm stubborn it's a fact which i dun ignore
n since when did i mention tt i was fault free? u reap wat u sow tt's basic no matter the seq wat's happened happened no 1 is not at fault
i'm a contradiciting person n my mood reacts accordingly to different person
many things got solved, which is good but if the other side is not willing to cooperate nth can be done the ends will not meet
l__l no link lorz lol
Quest Completed at 2:29 AM
Peace and Quiet finally
yupz looks like some irritating stuffs have been solved no use dwelling on it not good fer health
went for asean sat's tp again haha, had team shiai got paired up with suzan and played senpo wif her lost 1 men point she came for men n i reacted wif a kaeshi do but too slow >.< then not enfu time, lol stella said got 1 kote i did but she did not noe give or not, lol i tink 1st match they a bit messed up on the countings or something i tink manually counting the 2mins, hahaha can c her when i was turning around she was communicating with joyce i tink
been tinkin how to catch ppl to do nuki do had not been doin nuki do lately at all esp after last yr's east west
and saito sensei came XD cool sia but sian he only here for sat n sun n flying off on tt nite heard tt he flew to sg durin the weekend jus to c the sat's training or something
kns, cannot train on sunday >.< cannot q for him liaoz T_T tink some1 said... should be darth vader i tink he might fly back on sep XD can invite him for camp not ar? lol
Quest Completed at 1:24 AM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
off the chart by 3
wow duno when was the last time i felt like this... guessed it was 3 yrs ago at least i tink seems like my self control gained more levels if it was me last time prolly outbreak straightaway w/o tinking in a split sec not even the location will come into consideration
guessed got improvement on it but seems like... nth nvm 4get it
15mins+ yet only 1 keiko...... "bravo" typical singaporean might wana slack in some ways halfway but tis is not typical singaporean i hav nth to comment on it
looks like some1 needs comm skills 3 badly...... though it makes no difference if tt some1 do not know how to appreciate it or not wun be surprised if it was taken for granted
Quest Completed at 2:05 AM
Friday, June 08, 2007
Mobile Suit Gundam 00 Teaser
yup, found it b4 i gonna slp XD cant wait to watch it got the news bout it from my fren few months ago but it will be out in october so it seems >.<
Quest Completed at 2:07 AM
bored? duno sia :P
i'm sooooo bad sia on some stuffs :P nt gonna mention bout it tink haf been rantin a lot lately hmmm...
anyway ytd's visual art practical test was a...... how to say sia chaos? lol 4got most of the steps n the pic made cept for the 1st qns was totally off compared to my properly made 1 >.<
dun tink can score well again... nice playin wif photoshop though =) well prolly upload the pics n let u guys c wat a great difference between both @_@ oh well
wat's done is done look on the bright side at least it is fun :P
Quest Completed at 1:55 AM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Favourite Song Post #8: Shimatani Hitomi - Destiny ~Taiyou no Hana~
Shimatani Hitomi
Black Jack
lazy to describe wiki the info urself, lol will be posting endscape's 1 after i managed to translate for the english part >.<
~~~ Romanji ~~~ Mind...itsudatte Find...motometeta Shine...ai koso ga Believe...shinjitsu to
Kanashii koto ga furi tsuduite mo Daremo hitori ni nari wa shinai Inoru you ni sora wo aogeba Itoshii egao dakishimerareru
JIRENMA no mori wo nuke tachi mukau Sono omoi eien mo koeru deshou
Ikusen no ai no kotoba yori Anata ga soko ni iru dakede ii Daremo kawari wa dekinai kara Hohoemi ga ashita he no hikari ni naru Ano sora no taiyou no hou he...
Love...hanarete mo Pride...shinjiteru
Kagiri no aru deai no naka de Hiki yose au tsunaideta ito Kurai yoru mo arashi no asa mo Anata dake ga shinjitsu datta
TORAUMA no DOA wo ima hiraiteku Kono hitomi kibou sae utsusu deshou
Ikusen no ai no uta yori mo Tatta hitori no nukumori ga ii Itami shiru tabi ni uketometa Yasashi sa wo mata ai ni kaete yukeru Kagayaita kono mune no chikai...
Taiyou no hana ga saku kokoro nara Itsu no hi ka negai he to todoku deshou
Ikusen no ai no kotoba yori Anata ga soko ni iru dakede ii Daremo kawari wa dekinai kara Hohoemi ga ashita he no hikari ni naru Ano sora no taiyou no hou he...
~~~ English ~~~ Mind...I longed for it Find...all that time Shine...The love is Believe...the truth
Even if life is filled with sorrows, No one will ever be truly lonely. When I look up at the sky as I pray, I feel as if I can hold your dear smile.
Although I struggle through a forest of dilemma, My feelings will endure for all eternity.
More than a thousand words of I love you, I want you to be here. No one can replace you. Your smile will be the light leading me to tomorrow And towards the sun in the sky...
Love...even if we’re apart Pride...I believe
Amid that limited number of encounters We were drawn together, tied by a thread Even on dark nights and stormy mornings You were the only thing that was real
Now I’m going to open the door of this trauma I’m sure there’s even a little hope in my eyes
Rather than thousands of love songs I’d rather just have this one warmth Every time I found pain, I took in a tenderness That has turned into love again A shining promise in my heart...
If the flowers of the sun bloom in my heart Then I’m sure one day I’ll get my wish
More than a thousand words of I love you, I want you to be here. No one can replace you. Your smile will be the light leading me to tomorrow And towards the sun in the sky...
phew finally finish editing now i duno is i finished editing or finished correcting some closing tags for the meta datas were missing no wonder got quite a few problems
then the player at the side spoil a little sia duno if can change color to blend wif my blog or not the 1 on my profile at imeem can but i cant find any other options to do so >.< then cant put at any of the other page oso cus, if click on the link like from post page to tag page it actually refreshes i tink i like to flood my webs or blog with music 1 bad trait of mine hahaha :P
will add on the other sections when i free to do so now needa dig all my judo frens blogs cant seems to find them sia
anyway this blogskin is based on the anime Jigoku Shoujo their webpage for submiiting request to kill ppl for revenge unless ur hatred is strong u cant enter n it's known as an urban legend the webpage name is Jigoku Tsushin literally meaning hell transmission will continue edit once i 'm free
rite now only tagboard is added in links and such have not yet my post content settings might need to change soon oso, lol
Quest Completed at 5:14 PM
changing
no wonder been seeing ppl change from webjay to imeem webjay closing down to integrate together with yahoo music lol din bother to check notices at all :P plus snapdrive getting stingy cus they cant manage their server load gonna change my player to imeem oso liaoz jus nice player plus list plus can upload song
the only troublesome part is prolly the organizing part not really tt user friendly oh well guess i will hafta edit finish tt blogskin soon oso then >.<
adding 2 new songs on da list destiny ~taiyou no hana~ and ENDSCAPE!!!!
lol actually had endscape for quite some time already nearly 1 month bout 3 weeks i tink i have my ways :P
after tt will prolly upload english songs frens complaining say y no english songs, lol but warning sia most of the recent 1s i listening are like nightwish or techno lol
Quest Completed at 1:17 AM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
messy messy
java practical test today i tink its 10% for my ica
die sia 1st qns can work, but got an xtra line even if dun have n the method will still work but, i cant find sia, lol then cher i tink she still c me stuck asked me to continue on to qns 2, lol qns 2 quite ez, so done it quite fast jus need to implement comparable interface but 5 marks @_@ whole paper 50 marks 1st qns 15 marks
then went on to qns 3 1st half managed to do but when it comes to the point where i need to get user input then need to print out the associated array with it i duno liaoz, lol counted the marks i got like max can only get 27 but, tink cus of some stuffs, die liaoz sure fail -_- duno sia
ok, fren intro a very "fun" destress slapping game gonna go try now might post the link here
Quest Completed at 4:23 PM
oppsy dopsey
duno isit a good thing or not that alison had no internet connection seems like the effect from the fall from sunday is still on arg, nt say scary when alison cry it's jus tt, i cant really stand ppl crying for real cus i will end up crying with them >.< ya... tt's wat happened in the changing room -_-
plus, not her fault tt i fell straight down on my back good thing my judo neck up habit still in effect or else i will end up winded jus tt my judo bad habit isn't lol had a bad habit of not letting go of my aite's gi even when i'm gonna fall but tt usually gets me the advantage to continue on my atk not really good though, not safe :P
suresh say cus i stepped on my hakama with my left foot but it din felt like tt, lol felt more like my left leg went offline for a moment like last time felt my right leg slipped forward n upwards, so maybe i really stepped on it cus can feel right leg tt time but not left leg 0.o so oso not really sure, maybe left leg tired suddenly or something, lol only realised i fell when i fell n heard from alison said it was quite loud din noe though i had to admit it was a bad fall got stun on the floor a while good thing i tried to stand up fast n continue on she tot i might be like last time unable to stand up @_@ (actually since when sia 0.o) so she got stun n errrrrrr u noe lah, the usual if u noe her well enfu
so alison, pls dun go say it's ur fault >.< (if ur happen to read tis)
maybe gonna stop for tis week... maybe -_- then continue on next week not good to overstep on limits really very long nv go back judo miss it badly
n of cus, da judo peeps too saw lots of them today... i mean ytd, monday :P yupz, dun tink i gonna quit will jus wait till the time i can finally train with them again hopefully b4 my 3rd yr end......
n........ where is my $16 t-shirt sia lol even anthony oso haven received it yet 0.o diaoz, cheat my money n enthu for it hahaha nahz, jk
Quest Completed at 1:20 AM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
After Thoughts
should haf jus drawed......
i'm so god damn pissed off and fed up with myself
Quest Completed at 11:59 PM
Saturday, June 02, 2007
damnit
no matter wat i try jus cant atk w/o the other side noticing it's like even i can notice it's so obvious -_-
oh well.... gonna make do with wat i have n try hard on sunday
no alison or aunty na round robin karma again pls >.<
n sry alison, will tell u b4 hand next time i jus dun like to tell unless i felt tt i cant tahan anymore... so pls dun give tt..... sad and scary? expression, lol
Quest Completed at 12:16 AM
Friday, June 01, 2007
Really Gonna Die T_T
@_@ die die die A.I game programming is no joke T_T
collision detection pathfinding actions behaviours camera movements
jus 1 thing i'm incharge of only can make me die arrrrrrrr T_T i gonna drag my team down sia damnit