World of the Crown Clown

Relocate

2011-01-10T03:08:00.001+08:00

Have decided to move to a new blog and leave this here for old times sake.

Oh Wow!

2010-01-26T01:36:00.002+08:00

Ya oh WOW!
No! I do not play World of Warcraft!
Haha.
After more than 6 months then I posted something on my blog.

Things were slightly hectic :P
I will try to update more. But no guarantees.
More like post updates most of the time.

Well, working on the new skin now.
Not much time though. Have a quiz and a project due in 2 weeks time.

Looking forward to CNY~

I do not think you will need to know the reason why.

Busy ne

2009-06-29T15:17:00.002+08:00

Hohoho
I am been extra busy~ <_<
If Alison reads this she is probably gonna say I am becoming more uni-like.
LoL.
Since most of the time I machiam appear like very free.
Right, I do not know how well you guys did for grading but hey, if you think you did not do well, try harder for the next one!

2 assignments due this week.
Finally remembered to email and ask for article approval for my article critique @_@
Damn the starHub.
I am becoming more and more nocturnal.
ZZZ
The bloody internet does not work properly during daytime and it's pissing me off.
Around 10.30am will start to timeout.
Then around evening time then start to work fine.
Get premium from them also waste time and money!
PUI!
Must go complain.

Hmmm
Regarding the cyber games hosted by our school.
Still not that sure if I want to join.
At least my CS skills did not rust that much.
DotA wise......
I am still nub!
Haha.
Plus if DotA confirm need team leh.
Then don't want.
Most prolly if I want its just CS bah.
But then again, the organizers are....... not really doing a good job.
Fine, they sent an email to our personal email inbox.
They stated registration fees.
But they did not state what prizes you can win and which kinds of games are available and which kinds of games are meant for individual game play.
The irony.

Medicine

2009-06-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

NOOOO!!!
I have to swallow pills again T_T
Putting that aside, the pills are reasonably small.
So it's actually OK for me.
Haha.

Poor dog got fleas on him.
And I am so freaking scared to sayang him nowadays ._.
Gomen nasai ne Whiskey.
Well, we been covering him up with Frontline these few days, trying to kill all the nasty pest.
He even got a new haircut! *cough cough*
Good for him though.
His fur coat was getting extremely thick.
And nowadays the weather is so freaking hot.

Wonder how the hell he got all the fleas on him ._.

Line Labelling

2009-06-01T13:52:00.002+08:00

Line Labelling is applicable when two-dimensional lines have been extracted from a two-dimensional image.

Initially, we shall restrict ourselves to polyhedral objects in our scene, i.e. have flat faces bounded by straight edges.

Under this assumption it becomes possible to interpret the edges

to determine which edges bound which faces, and
to deduce certain relationships between faces.

(Taken from http://www.cs.cf.ac.uk/Dave/Vision_lecture/node39.html#SECTION00181000000000000000)

Oh great, I don't understand how to do at all T_T
Arg...
One problem after another.
Going nuts.
Have to keep on crack my brains.
Even worst, I missed the class about blobs.
._.
Which I have no total clue on how to work it out on my own.

Oh well, gonna get my Sims 3 on Wednesday instead.
Hope there is still the Collector's Edition.
I have already tried it and it is not that bad.
But then, I acutally wanted to build my own house first before creating my Sim.
Some reason I can't find the option for that.

EER

2009-05-22T15:15:00.002+08:00

Nopz, it's not ERP.

I got to do EER diagrams after like...
At least 3 years without touching it at all?
Wahaha.
I am in for a slightly rough time~

Missed school for a week.
Feeling damn sick.
And ya, exactly one week.
But I did not bother to get an MC.
There goes my attendance~

Kinda tough when you know no one when you are doing the 3rd year final modules.
Have to retrace a lot of old things.
Time to start my engine rolling~
...
Which is actually a bit late by now.
Hahaha.

What Is My True Fear

2009-05-16T00:55:00.002+08:00

Trying to guess?
I was like "huh? + wtf?" when I finished the quiz for fun.
And here's the result~

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Commitment Even though it may not always seem like it, deep down you are afraid of being committed to anything serious. You love the feeling of being carefree and not having anything tying you down. You're afraid that someone or something that may tie you down in life, will keep you from reaching other goals. You may also be afraid of getting hurt. You need to open yourself up more to possibilities and realize that sometimes it's good to be committed to something that you really care about. Just because you're an independent, free-spirited person doesn't mean that being committed to anything is going to change who you are.
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Death
Losing Someone
Being Alone
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Kinda don't believe the low ratings for Death though.
I am definitely not the kind who doesn't fear death.
Well, for one, you don't know what will happen.
I do think about it once in awhile when I have nothing better to do.
Like what might happen after you are dead and etc.
Sometimes I will also think something more big like...
What happens when Earth is really dying.
Or, what happens when the Sun is dying.
Random thoughts.
My curiosity does not seem to be on a normal level ._.
Anyway, things like these have a little truth in it.
That's why it is said that the best lies are the ones with some truth in it.

Missing...

2009-05-16T00:15:00.002+08:00

I miss traditional RPG games T_T
Arggggg!!!
Seems like only Nintendo provides it ._.
Now I am being stuck into choosing what to save up for first.
Damn.
Humans are so troublesome.
So many wants, needs and demands.
But not necessary has the "power" for the demands.
And why can't they do cross platform ._.
Do it on PC too~~~
Makes things easier.
Isn't that what technology was meant for in the first place?
Convenience.
<_<
Damn you greedy bastards.

Dynasty Warriors Strike Force

2009-05-11T12:30:00.003+08:00

First impression after watching the opening today for this game on my PSP.
Machiam like trying to compete with Sengoku Basara. LoL.
It's like trying to compete with who can be more "creative".
No offense, but, yea, feels weird.
From the looks of it, instead of kill enemy troops, players get to kill monsters ._.
And their new armor transformation reminds me of something which I can't remember.
The design I mean.
Very familar, but then, STM as usual, haha.

Oh well, time to start trying it out *_*
See nice or not.

Hope tomorrow go NYP can get to buy the Lycosa keyboard *_*
Discount *_*
Programable keys *_*

Samurai Warriors 2

2009-05-07T17:14:00.003+08:00

Not a bad game.
Keeps me occupied.
After playing it for like a week, this is the first thought that strike me today.
"How many times have I killed Tokugawa Ieyasu?"
._.

Seriously, I have been killing him for like since day 1 of when I played till now.
LoL.
Can't be helped.
I started off with Sanada Yukimura.
Like to start with spear users first xD.
After I completed using Yukimura, I unlocked Naoe Kanetsugu and continued on playing the story mode for Ishida Mitsunari, cause I have never tried a fan user even when I played Dynasty Warriors series. Oh well, probably only Zhuge Liang with all his..... laser attacks ._.()
After him, then Kanetsugu, cause there was no Date Masamune yet ._.
To be more precise, I killed Tokugawa Ieyasu like for 3 story lines.
Dotx.
I just unlocked Maeda Keiji after completing Kanetsugu's story, so if I count him in, I will probably be killing Ieyasu for the 4th set.
Somehow I kinda pity him.
Imagine being killed over and over again in 4 different sets of story.
Oh well, just a game.
Now I feel like playing the PsP Orochi version.
Still finding it funny when they make Zhao Yun and Yukimura meet together.
It would be even more funny if Sengoku Basara heros were added in.
That would be extremely hilarious.
Comparing Sengoku Basara's and Samurai Warriors, it's like "WTF".
You should really see the first time when Honda Tadakatsu appeared in SB.
Watch episode 4 of the Sengoku Basara anime.
THAT is so "classic". Heh heh.
And whenever I compare the two Masamune, the one in SW series appears like a chibi.
Haha.
Too bad Katakura Koujurou is an "underrated" in SW.
I find the Yukimura in SB series like an idoit sometimes.
And the Keiji in SW machiam like sumo wrestler.
*laughs*

Weird Leh

2009-04-12T15:38:00.002+08:00

Feel so bad for not training regularly.
Hahaz.
Tired but not tired.
Don't know if I got stamina or not sia.
So weird.

It feels awkward but not awkward to shiai.
Weird.

I must have been too static liao.
Need more energy to fool around~ LoL
Or not.

Anyway, exams is starting this coming week...
2 papers lah but my Marketing sure die.
I have not even went and check if my assignment and presentation result is out yet or not.
I screwed up badly for my presentation.
Too nervous that I rushed it through ._.
No point looking back at that now.
I have to work harder for the final paper for Marketing!
Just a P will do T_T
I am not ambitious for these kind of things.
Weird right?
LoL.

Should have some spare time to begin working on my new blog theme liao.
It shall be Casshern xD
But the picture is Dio and Leda~
It looks nice so I decided to use it as background~
There are 2 color scheme though and I have not decided which one should I use~
Should help me to be distracted when I want to be.
Weird hor?
Dotxxx

_

2009-03-26T09:43:00.002+08:00

Wah
Finally, after today 10.05am no more assignment~
Crap lah, my marketing essay really CMI.
Haiz... I think only first half got sense second half onwards is crapping. Sure lose marks! T_T

Then vb programming was ok ok.
At least most of the basic things are working.
The remove function really want to make me puke blood =(
I could have did it another way but it will be damn too long, bad me for like to keep codings short.
I spend too much time always trying to simplify them.

Yoshi!
I need to catch up with my sleep time liaoz.
Already two days never sleep.
I seriously wondering how I made it.
Not to mention I am immune to RedBull.
Drink also no effect 1~

Hopefully I don't fall asleep in class.

And whoohoo~!
I finally got back my photobucket account *_*
Miss my pictures inside xD
The support replied to my request~
xD

Thanks man!

Too Busy

2009-03-19T12:36:00.002+08:00

Yesh!
I am too busy to revamp my blog and to post T_T
I currently have 2 projects due soon.
A marketing individual assignment which needs to be hand in soon this coming Tuesday and~~~
I have not touch on it at all YET!!!
T_T

Been too busy with my programming instead.
Frustrates me when I just can't get it to work ._.

Plus with special thanks to StarHub and their crappy connection, I can't connect to internet properly to look for sources as reference and guide.
Haiz, I think I can start inventing my new limit break o.o|||

Okie Dokie...
Back to WORK!
YOSHI!
I can do it!

*maybe*
*laughs*

Exile - The Next Door (Jap ver.) Street Fighter IV

2009-02-19T21:27:00.001+08:00

11th Singapore Youth Kendo Tournament

2009-01-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

No pictures to show unfortunately.
Even if I take with my hand phone camera I do not have the cable to upload to my computer.
Looking forward to the videos though.
Can spot how you hit people and how other people hit you.

Anyway, the juniors all did a great job yesterday and today!
The event is held in SMU this year and split into two days, which is Saturday and Sunday respectively.
Individuals on Saturday afternoon for ladies and men until the semi-final peeps and end.
Sunday, which is today, normal tournament timing in the morning but at least no need to travel that far.

All the juniors were more aggressive than usual which is good but maybe the guys pushed around too hard, LoL.
And for team they did well too.
Some of the guys even managed to take at least 1 point off other stronger players. Still have quite some way to go for them though, to hold or get another one. But overall, its quite a good performance~

OK, I am too tired....
And the pain is killing me.
And I have to air my stuff~
Just gave my dog 2 Rise and Shine bread from BreadTalk which I bought this morning.
But was in a hurry n skipped my breakfast.
Glad he enjoyed it =)

And good job folks!

Safe and Secure?

2009-01-14T21:11:00.002+08:00

With all the recent things happening, times is so bad and the world is like going haywire.
A few years back, a lot of foreigners say Singapore is a very safe country.
In like no natural disasters such things.
Forgot what else they got say before.

Is Singapore really that safe?
I wonder.
The more tougher it is to crack a nut, the more effort will be put in to crack it.
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090114/tap-singapore-indonesia-attacks-airport-06f3cb7.html

Anyway, just got my Fallout 3.
Can't wait to get The Witcher from Ade.
Her name too complicated, lazy to spell.
Ade will do just fine....
Or maybe for reference sake, 'Ah Boy!'
LoL.
Been a very long time since I last heard Philp Sensei call someone like that.
"Ah Boy ah" or "Ah Gal ah".
Haha.
Eggplant's case was unique.
Some Malays have those Mohammad something something name.
So instead of Ah Boy, he was Ah Mark! or Ah Mad!
Duh, the only surviving Malay in my batch mahz, lol.

What's Up

2008-12-29T08:51:00.001+08:00

Yea, what's up sia.
I actually woke up at 7am today ._.
Should try buying 4D and toto.
LoL.

Ip Man

2008-12-28T02:54:00.003+08:00

*_*
I just came back home after watching my 1st midnight show xD
And it was at the Grand Cathay!
So god damn SHIOCK!!!
The air conditioning was just nice even if I wore my jacket.
You don't feel stuffy and the seats were soooooooooooooooooooooooo comfortable ^_^
My back didn't even feel much pain after sitting so long.
The sound system were OK too.
Good thing my friend's mum was so kind to give us a lift~
Thanks sia, LZM's mum xD

Also a good thing I canceled my plans on watching it on last Friday~
My friend treated me tonight that's why I don't mind watching so late also. Haha. Bad right, me? LoL.
Tired but my brain is so damn high after seeing all those actions.
And it was super funny too!
Wana go watch again!!!
*_*

Donnie Yen was also cool in acting out as Ip Man.
Those laid back and relax relax feelings.
The fight with the Northern guy was the most hilarious!
Wahahaha.
Especially when you see his son coming out to tell him something xD
No spoilers from me ye hear!
Go and watch it!

After the credits roll there's no extras though.

And damn, my house the TV spoil....
I CAN'T WATCH PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: AT WORLD'S END!!!
T_T
Haiz.
It's on Star Movies, showing at 9pm =(
If only there is a miracle but unfortunately, reality is harsh and cruel......

2008 Version "Merry" Christmas Song

2008-12-25T00:27:00.002+08:00

You better watch out,
You better not cry!
You better keep cash $,
I'm telling you why~
Recession is coming to town...

It's hitting you once,
It's hitting you twice.
It doesn't care if you been careful and wise,
Recession is coming to town...

It's worthless if you got shares,
It's worthless if you got bonds.
It's safe when you got cash in hands.
So keep cash for goodness sake, hey...
(Repeat once)

Finance products are so confusing,
Finance products are so vague.
The banks make you bear the cost of risk,
So keep out for goodness sake... oh...
(Repeat twice)

---
My mum got this from her friend and it got forwarded to my sister and me.
LoL.
---

I Want To Eat Good Food...

2008-12-20T13:10:00.001+08:00

=(
There isn't a large variety anyway.
Haiz.
Maybe I should save up and go eat a buffet somewhere.
This is the only 3 weeks break and only happens during December.
I need to find more things to enjoy before plunging my head down to study.

Wonder what else can I do except for playing games at home.
And watching anime...

Oh, and come to think of it.
Christmas is coming soon.
A not so merry x'mas eh.
With the economics now.

Brain on Strike

2008-12-13T00:13:00.001+08:00

Sounds silly but now machiam how it feels.
Si bei dizzy.
And somehow got some numbness feeling.

Maybe I will need to go back and see the doc again.
Though most prolly there is the ridiculous 3 months waiting line forever.
Then again, I will just skip on it.
Then back to square 1.

Going back with my puking spree before I can turn to my bed peacefully.
Hopefully not eternally yet.

Done For Now

2008-12-08T18:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the 20th LKC tournament.
Arggg, now I know how it feels to wait so long just for your match to come, lol.

All the year ones did well~
Good luck for your grading next week!

-I am just too tired-
I am still tired and drained believe or not, lol.
And the cold weather which is so tempting to make me go to bed is making the pain for my leg worst @_@

Exams Over~

2008-12-06T00:15:00.002+08:00

Phew~
I was lucky, I only had 3 papers.
Wahaha.
Finished by Thursday!
But had to wait till Friday after 2pm to withdraw money ~.~

Why leh?
Cause the Dinner & Dance on this coming Sunday night dress code is FORMAL!!!
Piangz.
Heard last time was just smart causal.

But anyway, good timing to start getting formals.
Uni mahz, confirm will have those presentations which you would rather jump off the nearest tallest building around you. Haha.

Top I went to get a formal wear from G2000.
2 for 30% discount.
Quite a good offer as G2000 is usually ex.
But then, at the least the quality is there.
For pants, their causal type can't fit me so I went to eSpirit which is just beside G2000 to get a jeans which looks like a pants. LoL.
Then the most expensive item of the day which makes me wana cry.
My Adiddas jacket which I wana get for some time long ago.
$135 @_@
I don't mind as it's good.
The only thing I mind was the color.
But then, the color I got wasn't that bad anyway.
Haha.

LKC is this Sunday so...
Good luck to the yr1s from NYP and also to the others.
Ganbatte ne.

Long Lost Update

2008-11-23T17:24:00.003+08:00

http://www.l4d.com/

Kzkz, bad of me not to update my blog regularly.
._. (started liking this expression symbol)

Let's see.
Had a Left 4 Dead gaming spree last night....
The game is nice and its based on Steam Engine.
The requirement is low and most people even with old computers should not have any problems playing it.
It features co-operation mode, versus mode and single player mode.
Leaving aside single player which is self explanatory, co-operation mode let's you play with 3 other people online. Shooting zombies is easy, but you will need teamwork to shrug off the boss infected. Tactics is also needed to clear the hordes by positioning each player in a good spot to defend. And of course, getting all 4 players to gang on the most problematic boss, the Tanker ._.
In normal, it has roughly around 3000+ hp I think.
In advance, should be around 5000+.
In expert.........
Not say you can't kill.
By the time you managed to kill it, the other 3 of your mates are either incapacitated still getting pawned by normal infected or literally dead and need to wait for them to re-spawn.
At least that is the situation for now since it's a new game.
Anyway, by the time we finished the map it was 1.30am @_@

Morning woke up at 7, off alarm, rest a while waiting for the next alarm to ring.
But I woke up at 10 -_-
And immediately got KO-ed again~
The game is that stressful as you have to constantly listen out for the special infected. Each of them have their own sound. They will hide around anywhere to ambush you when you least expected. When a Hunter pounce on you, you can't do anything until your teammate saves you. The same with Smoker unless you get a clean shot before getting dragged by it's tongue with your back towards it. Sometimes Smokers are in a blind spot where you can't see. But fortunately they have those green smoke effect around them. Boomers are also a nuisances which will make you waste a lot of bullets if you are a spammer without conservations. It's bile which it vomits onto you is something which will alert surrounding hordes to attack you. Even when you kill it short range and explode, it does the same thing. The best thing is to melee it off before shooting it.

My favorite is the versus mode.
Why?
Cause....
CAN PLAY AS ZOMBIE!!!!!!!
LoL.
It's 4 v 4. Survivors vs zombies.
Point based. Depending on how well you survive as survivors.
The commonly special infected are the Hunter, Smoker and Boomer.
You can't choose. You will randomly spawn as one but, you can walk around and choose where you want to spawn. Before you spawn, they can't see or hear you.
Tanker is also by luck to be one and will depend on where the survivors reached.
Everyone likes to be Tanker.
Who doesn't?
It punches slow, runs a bit slow.
But 1 rock throw and you will get knocked off balance, getting it to have more time to catch up.
Once you are incapacitated, bye bye!
I like to typically just aim at 1 person as it is easier to earn own points and kill off their multiplyer points at the end of the stage.
All 4 survive = x4
3 = x3 and so on and fore.

Kz, I am still feeling brain dead, need some more rest ~_~

And need to start to reject game invites firmly.
Been too many guides for L4D.
Exams after this week ._.

*RAWR*

SURE OR NOT?!

2008-11-18T00:33:00.004+08:00

Current inner status (points to picture above).

First, I was pissed off with StarHub with their consecutive problematic DNS error. Making me unable to use internet connection normally.
Then I was pissed off due to something else.
I rested for 3 weeks but condition still like shit!
Keep on try to tahan but end up cannot...
Machiam like it gotten worst.
Endurance level zero reset liaoz ~_~

But then, I went to check if my 2.2k word limit essay results was out or not.
And was...
Too shocked for 5 to 10 mins before I started asking Nesh and Darth Vedor on MSN if their results was out. The answer was not yet.
On a score of 25 I scored 22.
22!!!
"WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" was the first thing that came out of my mind.
"Am I dreaming o.0|||" *pinch* "No...."
"Hallucinating...." *thinks* "Out of question. I already had my dinner."
"Eye sight problem???" *wipes my glasses and LCD monitor* "Still the same......."
"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
But I was too tired to go high and 'dance about'. LoL.
Received too much impact on my back. Now pain like shit.
But I told them "I dun wana tml wake up check again become something else @_@".
Haha.
True bahz.
Sakeli it's something like typo error of sort.
It actually took me a freaking week to try and figure out how to start the introduction and state it nicely. Just for 1 page! (More like more than three quarter)
The rest of the pages took me at least half of the day, after I finished watching the 15th AJKT on NHK. The day just before the deadline.
Including the search for the remaining references.
My self analysis and explanations took me forever.
And I thought that I had gone abit out of topic and was sibei down a little.

My mind is now seriosuly too high to go to sleep even with the back ache.
Now I have no idea how should I react.
I mean, it's like.....
NO IDEA!!!
I ain't a usual top scorer.
People compliement me for other things I seriosuly also don't know how to react.
Usually I am happy suddenly or sad I will just hug Mikko, but after a while she will want her personal space. Haha.
Kinda lost a bit now, still missing her~

Putting aside these stuff.
Nesh said something funny during our MSN conversation.

Nesh: "ur essay 1 how much?"
Me: "5 / 10" (yes... see now why am I so freaking shocked???)
Nesh: "27 / 35. Then lets say tutorial u never talk one right? Give u abt 9 or 10? Wah, 36 marks liao. You can afford to fail final exam!"
Me: "DOTX!!!!!"

UVERworld - Hakanaku mo Towa no Kanashi

2008-11-17T01:13:00.002+08:00

Hakanaku mo Towa no Kanashi (PV Rip).mp3 - UVERworld

Hee
I finally found this song xD
Love all UVERworld's songs!
Too lazy to watch the PV though, lol.

The song name in english is Fleeting and Everlasting Sorrow.

FYI, this is the 1st opening song for Gundam 00 S2!

Bread + Nutella

2008-11-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

Introducing my daily intake of meal~
Normal bread + Nutella!
You must think that I am nuts!
Haha.
Let's see.
Morning 1 slice, afternoon just eat until feel ok ok and at the same time watch anime.
At night depends. Mum got buy then lucky. Dad got buy I also lucky. Or might go out to eat at a cheap location. Hou fan only $2.50!
Not filling but better than nothing.

Still saving money bahz.
Wheels!
I want to play my NFS:MW with WHEELS!
@_@
Recommendations anyone?

Then change my old 3.4ghz P4 processor to a dual core!
Not gonna touch a Quad until maybe 3 to 5 years later?
Duh, new things cannot be trusted yet.
New things only tend to be new trend.
Since now got 27% increase in electricity bills, gonna go for AMDs.
Cheaper by estimated and averagely $200 also.
Just have to sacrifice the additional 15% performance output from Intel which is generating from sucking more electricity which adds to your bills.
And hopefully if got enough, increase my air cooling system!

Yggdra Union

2008-11-01T15:58:00.002+08:00

Finally able to play this game on my PSP xD
First started it on GBA and it was great fun!
It's a Fantasy Tactical RPG and the battle system is unique compared to other traditional tactics game. It's still turn base. Idiots are probably gonna complain "piangz, turn based -_-" but then, can YOU even create a good tactical game 1st? If not, stfu.
Anyway, the artwork is still as great as ever and is enhanced. There are more colors now (duh!) and voices are added!!!
Can choose to listen in either English or Japanese.
I heard there were other added features but I have yet to see any of it.
Ah well, I just started like only 2 days ago.
Along the way I should be able to spot a few or so.
Now busy downloading the new wallpapers for it xD

First Scrim Clutch + Ace

2008-10-31T23:55:00.003+08:00

Had another mix scrim play today.
Map was cpl_fire.
One of the map which my frag seems to be the highest on either CT or T.
Kinda surprised.
Was not expecting to be clearing team at all with a P90 while playing T.
I am an original P90 idiot. But it seems like I am improving with it.
Cause all of my teammates died and I was 'busy' lagging behide due to poor connection.
Had a lot of lag spikes and inconsistent chokes.
Sometimes my ping will burst up to 500+ -__-
The ping will also goes up to 100+ whenever people died.

Well, normally people are happy for getting a clutch.
Lone survivor killing off the rest of the other side.
Ace is even more rare for killing off all.
Ace + Clutch is even even more rare.
Even a pro playing the same team as me was shocked and awed as he only got an Ace only 3 times in his scrims.
To be more precise, all the 4 of them + the other 5 people on the other team was damn 0.0!!!
Compared to them I am seriously lousy. And the other team was quite strong too!
I can't AWP due to my poor reaction speed and I still can't get a hang on drag shot.
So I personally like to go close quarters and spray.
And I don't really like to walk as it's too slow for me to rush.

I supposed I should be damn happy but I think I was too tired.
"Unintentional flowers will bloom; intentional flowers will not."
It's probably me just wanting to end it quick and have a peace of mind and got it unintentionally.
Oh well, maybe tomorrow after I wake up I will feel good about it XD

-Still wondering-
Why is it I still feel so weird lately?
Don't like to talk, don't like crowded areas (Already have this long ago, natural, but lately seems to have gotten worst. Mood will suddenly shoot up -__-)
Hates loud noises especially people talking loudly.
Maybe I want to do something and I have no idea.
Procrastination does not seem to be working.

And I have a feeling I will be burning midnight oil for my 2nd IRHR essay again...
It took me one whole day just to type and organize the 1st page worth of 400+ words =(
And I only used 2 quotes from the same reference electronic journal @_@
Need at least 10 different journals for references!!!
Noooooooooooooooooo!

Tainted Eggs!

2008-10-29T20:59:00.003+08:00

-.-
Really jialat!
Now got contaminated egg cases~
But sg is safe by what AVA says.
HK side kana though.

Really wondering what's up with all the food contamination.

Crazy Around

2008-10-24T16:05:00.002+08:00

The world is really going nuts here and there.
Putting aside some other stuffs.
Previously there was the milk scandal.
Melamine in milk products which causes 50k plus of kids to be sick.
Kidney stones.

Now we have cases of bug repellent residues in Nissan and Myojo instant cup noodles -_-
Source of contamination?
Suspected to be goods from China again.
Wtf.
Even frozen green beans also tio contaminated.

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20081024/tap-japan-food-safety-noodle-d1078a1.html

Just when I sort of miss the Nissan seafood flavor T_T

The Yearly "Curse"

2008-10-15T22:32:00.002+08:00

Since studying, might as well type something in my blog to ease my mind.
Curse?
Ya, curse!
It's da yearly flu I will get without fail.
Average of 2 per year.
Already can feel the slight symptoms of an incoming fever before the coughing starts to kick in.

Gonna have a Microeconomics paper in the morning for tomorrow.
Forgot the format liaoz.
But should be in front MCQs and 2 short answer questions.
Trying hard to adsorb but kinda feeling weak already.
Must buck up!
Goal ish....... average score!
A bit above average would be good *cough cough*
Hope I can write the explanations well.

-Back to studies and my music-

Save Ratchet

2008-10-15T01:00:00.002+08:00

Guys in Singapore complain about having to go NS as they also know even if got war sure lose. Duh, even if all the guys have NS training the number is not enough. Land size also.
Plus our country is kind of "peaceful".
*cough cough*

But soldiers in USA have to go war in Iraq, male and female.
They claim (real or not don't ask me) they are going there to save life, but it seems like they think animal's life can't be compared to a human. So, shitty rules which does not make any sense is preventing a lady soldier from bringing back a puppy she rescued in Iraq to her home in USA. And the worst case is that particular dog, Ratchet will face a death penalty just because their soldier showed care and concern for it.
Talk about reputation and goodwill...
On top of that, the one way ticket to the dog's new home is by donations. They are either idiots or just pure bastards.

Read this article for the details
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20081014/twl-iraqi-puppy-1be00ca.html

Then go to this link for the online petition
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/2/clemency-for-ratchet

-I am short tempered-
Free therapy for their soldiers, they don't recognize.
Just because not allowed some dogs they shot to death on the spot.
Super pissed off when I read the story.

I will have to admit I became kinda emotionally unstable after Mikko passed on.
Still missing her as always.

_|_ to the idiotas!

Game of the Day

2008-10-14T18:48:00.003+08:00

Had a very funny mixed scrim in CSS just now.
Haha.
But had a hard time playing cause of my swollen right hand.
Cannot repeatedly click mouse. Bandage up also very restrictive, but I was not in the mood to lose too much, so I took the bandage off halfway.
Yupz, still in half nasty mood.
Even then, I could not use my pistols properly. Cause the longer and faster I do continuous shots, the more painful it gets. Had to revert back to spamming my rifles~
The full autos~

At first my team thought we sure gonna lose.
Our first half as CTs were horrible as we lose 11-4, meaning we only won 4 rounds out of 15 rounds. So when we went Ts for 2nd half, most of us wanted to end faster, and so do I due to the swell and we ended up FFA (free for all) rushing without tactics.

FFA meaning do whatever you want. No need for leader and tactics or strategy.
It went extremely well though, haha. And I think the other team was kinda pek chek as they only needed 5 rounds to win as CTs wherelse we needed 12 rounds to win as Ts.
They only won 1 rounds before we started anyhow rampaging throughout the map. Even ourselves don't know what we are doing. Lol.

We managed to win the 11th round and suddenly got stuck as we were too kan chiong to win the last round. They ended up winning another 3 rounds and needed another for a draw. The last round was the most hilarious. I was the bomber, so I cannot expose. Though initially we went with S&D but planting the bomb will still win the round easier as CTs usually will be even more cautious after bomb being planted. Cause will end up getting ambushed.

Usually, after Ts plant the bomb, Ts will secure the area and won't go too far out so they can protect the bomb, preventing or delaying the defusal time for it to explode and win the round. That's why CTs will be extra cautious after that.
But ours appears to be super different.
Right after whoever planted the bomb, we started going on manhunt instead. Trying to kill off whoever that's left instead of luring them into the "ambush zone".

But, it was kinda super fun!
I still prefer casual gaming than competitive~
Reminds me of last time when I play in lan shops.
No rules, nothing, just do whatever you want.
The only difference is lan gaming usually has fiendly fire off. But online gaming tends to leave FF on. I still got some problems getting used to it. Unless I am the one chionging infront, I won't shoot at all when I am at the back unless the front is clear for me to shoot.

I smoke the bombsite 1st as one of my teammates reported a sniper but he was still making random threat shots so we started flashing before I ran towards the planting zone. I was already wondering who was beside me as I was too busying planting the C4 then I realized it was 1 of the CT who got flashed! Haha. I think he was wondering where's the C4 being planted and of all places beside him. Lucky I managed to plant the bomb right before he killed me. But he can't defuse the bomb as my other teammates were still around the area. Then other funny kan chiong stuffs started happening around the bombsite as both side were desperate to win the round. 1st piority became manhunt right after bomb planted and we only left with 1 player alive.

Quite shiock though, today. Long time no go online CSS cause wanted to focus on studies more and with recent issues. Well, want better grades but I think I will still aim for average pass as usual. Sometimes push too hard also no use. And not like me either. A bit by a bit everyday is fine by me. Most important thing is to enjoy.
No point push until cannot enjoy.

No more FPS game for me for a while T_T
Cannot carry heavy stuffs too -_-
Time to buy my dinner~

Ta-ta

-Re-watching Bamboo Blade!-

Like That Lor

2008-10-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

Call me weak or what I don't care but I think I am starting to have phobia of receiving kote liaoz.
Dotxxxxx~

Whatever!

Weak

2008-10-11T21:19:00.002+08:00

Moi is feeling extremely weak lately.
Very easy get aches here and there.
Actually wana rest for another month one, but too bored to do so. Haha.

Still not much things to do nowadays.
Having a test soon.
Me like no affinity with graphs.
Needa practice more and get use to what those curves are saying =/
If only it was DnT its gonna be a piece of cake, lol.

Still making a draft in mind for the 2k words essay.
Ain't gonna be easy sia.

bang head

2008-10-09T17:24:00.001+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T

I have to wait until next year January for Natsume Yuujinchou 2nd season......
'sob 'sob
Haiz, no wonder been a while no updates at all =/
Sian sian.

---Still patiently waiting for Gundam 00 and Bamboo Blade season 2---

Duno Sia

2008-10-07T13:31:00.001+08:00

I am so dead.
Now totally cannot remember which day got quiz and test and which day need to submit the assignments -_-

No idea how to start my 2k words worth of essay + referencing T_T

New Record

2008-09-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

I just broke my own record of staring at my computer screen thinking of what to do!
Haha....
Whole afternoon after I came back till awhile ago.
Can't really fix my mind on what to do or what to play.
Even when I watch anime after a while I sian again.
Guess I am really desperate to save up quickly for the gaming wheel ~_~

Guess I have too much "free" time.
Maybe I need another new idea for building another sim lot in Sims 2 again.
And I re-completed Fire Emblem in a days' time in hard mode @_@
Should I try Harvest Moon on psp?
Haiz...

-Still on the irritating boredom spree-
Re-played Oblivion again.
New character with new custom class and trying to make a Nord go hybrid.
But after a while again....
I got bored =/
Cause already know what is what even though the game play world is huge.
Unfortunately.... the Nord character I made even though can cast magic ok-ok and use blade decently, he sucks terribly when I am doing assassinations even when I make it major in Stealth, which happens to be my favorite pass time in Oblivion :P

Then, there's still the problem of recent animes.
A lot of it ended.
The rest looks like ending soon too.
Code Geass R2, Macross Fronter, Sekirei... and some others.
But then, October!
Gundam 00 and Bamboo Blade season 2!

I am defintely not gonna support ODEX on new animes!
Re-watched Vandread which I bought long time ago, which was made from ODEX =(
I shut it off again once I am unable to withstand the horrors of all the pixels and worst-than-nursery standard English translation.
It is even more jialat than Singlish -_-
Example... they were talking the room temperature and they were speaking in proper english. Yupz, it was in ENGLISH! And yet, the subs put lightspeed travel with its numerical value -_-
If only I can shut off the subs, but than I will have to deal with the pixels @_@
It's VCD and hard printed subs =/

Kinda hoping if the producers would re-sell them in blue ray format, like Macross Frontier.
Cause the original animation had to be reduced as even DVDs were unable to take the size or so I heard. DVD-DLs weren't really stable at that time btw.

Re-done

2008-09-29T00:46:00.003+08:00

Wah, I actually did not notice something went wrong with my imeem player on my blog until I wanted to shift the position and found out about it.
Did not know the song will only play in preview format.
But ended up something will go haywired when I shift it so left it as it is.
Changed single songs to a total of 17 songs in a playlist on random shuffle.
No diff though.
I doubt anyone will be browsing through my blog due to my long term inactivity :P
I don't post nice things also.
Haha.

Still unable to find suitable D.Gray man wallpapers to use for the blog as a skin base =/
Plus photobucket been having weird problems.
Need to register new account if wana use again -_-
Damn them.
Cannot log in at all.
And not just me alone.

But lucky I checked my old account under my username the account and all the photos are still intact!
Heng sia.
If something goes wrong with the pics.......
Oh well, when that time comes, see how.

-Still on the same boredom spree-
Neverwinter Night 2 is quite good.
Though the camera views are very irritating =/
The same Obsidian which produced Elders' Scroll Oblivion by the way.

Nice Dim Sum 0.0

2008-09-28T22:38:00.002+08:00

Wow, the Dim Sum "appointment" wasn't bad at all.
At first I thought I am definitely not gonna be full but I ended up bloated!
Actually, I think that's due to me clearing up most of the portions -_-
Cause Dad already ate something in the morning and Mum was having a swell at her upper jaw due to a dental operation yesterday and she usually during meal don't eat much.
She will eat a lot of snacks during office hour! Haha.
Have a lump inside for around 20 years already which needs to be removed and she needs to go for the third operation god knows when.

The food was nice but not that nice, haha.
Got standard lah~
Their mini egg tart was sweet and nice too but the base crumple easily so it means you have to put the whole thing into your mouth. Some bits of it dropped into my shirt when I first tried it -_-

The service was very passive too but after a while you will see that the dishes are around the same. They will bring a tray of other Dim Sum plates, show and recommend to you and ask if you wana try it out (not for free duh!). The only bad part well, one of the Dim Sum dish one guy holding came to our table and asked when we were too full already (with me still clearing out some other portions). It looks super nice but really nice or not we don't know. Never try mahz. He came too late! Haha.
The price was expensive but I think it's reasonable for the services and the taste.
4 person of our table ate around $112+

It's located at a place call Chijmes I think.
Lei something Restaurant.
Right next to a church.
Beware though, the parking fee.......
-_-
If I recall correctly, from a morning time to around 4pm+ it's $7.
After that till night it's $9.
And it's regardless of how long you parked it.
*faint*

Come to think of it

2008-09-27T22:52:00.003+08:00

Just remembered I have a Dim Sum appointment in the morning tomorrow.
Ah well.......
Minus another training for me =/
Already bored outta my mind...

No idea why my sister wants it to be in the morning 0.0
At least afternoon 3+ maybe I rush rush sure can make it back.

Too long no train at all body feeling super stuff.
Old liao, old liaoz
:P

Pure suayness

2008-09-27T21:28:00.002+08:00

Police national serviceman injured in misfiring incident at training camp

Just wondering what is the chances of being hit at that area.
But then, another NS accident.
Wow...
Wonder what's going on.
Even the world around also not in good shape.

Maybe that fortune teller last year was right about this year.
He say it's the year of the Scorpio or something.
Year of the misfortune and disaster.

Oh well...
It's already September.
4 more months to endure till it ends?
See how bahz, come and go.

Grouchy

2008-09-25T20:47:00.005+08:00

RAWR!
Not so in a good mood!
Haha.
Guess cause I am still bored =/

Been like having a urge to go angry with anything around me without warning.
Though I always have this once in a while, I think this time its gonna be longer before it goes off again ~_~
No, it's different from PMS :p

Kinda feeling more bored and sian also.
Hmmmm.....
Uneventful?
Everyday like it's the same without difference.
I might need something new to do!
At least now school is ongoing the 1st half of the day I no need sleep like a dead pig liao.
Hahahaha.

Had to stop playing Crysis awhile due to a stupid bug which renders my character's head to be stuck halfway in the ground while his own body is still clipped above the ground -_-
Still not touching CSS yet.
Even when I play Deathmatch servers, I will still go dizzy...

Sooooooooooooooooooo
Since nothing much to do again, I went back to simming once more!
Time consuming but at least takes my bored self out a little.
More like I am into building new lots again.
This time I use my own house as a base to build.
But instead of a house......
Turns out it looks like a resort 0.0

Not everything is done yet but at least the rough layouts are done! Here are some screen shots which unfortunately are not enlargeable ~

1st floor, top down view

2nd floor, top down view

1st floor, side view

2nd floor, side view

Been having those sense that I forgot to put some stuffs inside...
But then again, I guess I know what was it already.
I forgot to add my pet's stuffs inside!
Haha...
And I am sooooooooo hesitant to add the garden inside @_@
When play with sims in this lot....
Damn troublesome unless you call for a gardener.

Decided to leave the grass patch behide with nothing though.
When needed then add something as simulation goes on.
If not everything like so set, will get boring sia.

0.0 + Zzzzzz

2008-09-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

>.<
Always wonder why the heck my leg is always so weak!
-_-|||

Ah well, came home straight away first thing was take the pail, throw every single ice I can find from the fridge and fill it 3/4 with water.
It is soooooooo damn SHIOCK!
Though the only problem will be the pail being kind of small.
Been such a long time since I did this again.
Last time I used this method, was when maybe primary school.
All the freaking basketball injuries.
Can still remember all the sun burns!

Now so tired, yet so hungry and I still feel like gaming....
But definitely no CSS for a while -_-
Don't feel like touching it....
Gonna jam on Crysis for a while!
Wahaha!

Three Wishes

2008-08-30T02:34:00.002+08:00

Did you hear about the guy on the beach who found a bottle? He rubbed it and, sure enough, out popped a genie.

"I will grant you three wishes," said the Genie. "But there's a catch."

"What catch?" he asked.

The genie replied, "Every time you make a wish, every politician in the world will receive double what you asked for."

"Well, I can live with that! No problem!" replied the elated man.

"What is your first wish?" asked the Genie.

"Well, I've always wanted a Ferrari," he said.

POOF! A Ferrari appeared in front of the man.

"Now, every politician in the world has two Ferraris," said the genie. "Next wish?"

"I'd love a million dollars," replied the man.

POOF! One million dollars appeared at his feet.

"Now, every politician in the world has two million dollars," said the genie.

"Well, that's okay, as long as I've got my million," replied the man.

"What is your final wish?" asked the genie.

The man thought long and hard, and finally said, "Well, you know, I've always wanted to donate a kidney."

----------

If only this is true the whole world might have a chance to be in Golden Age!
LoL.
Reminds me of Momo's land from Tales of the World Radiant Mythology,
People just live as a whole.
No government no politicians and what-so-ever.
Something like world unification without demand.

Payback the Cabbie

2008-08-26T22:57:00.001+08:00

A successful businessman flew to Vegas for the weekend to gamble. He lost the shirt off his back and had nothing left but a quarter and the second half of his round trip ticket. If he could just get to the airport he'd be able to get home. So he went out to the front of the casino where there was a cab waiting.

He got in and explained his situation to the cabbie. He promised to send the driver money from home, even offering his credit card numbers, drivers license number, address, and so forth, but to no avail. The cabbie yelled, "If you don't have fifteen dollars, get the hell out of my cab!" So the businessman was forced to hitch-hike to the airport and was barely in time to catch his flight.

One year later the businessman, having worked long and hard to regain his financial success, returned to Vegas and this time he won big. Feeling pretty good about himself, he went out to the front of the casino to catch a ride back to the airport.

Naturally, sitting at the end of a long line of cabs was his old buddy who had refused to give him a ride when he was down on his luck. The businessman thought for a moment about how he could make the driver pay for his lack of charity, when he came up with the perfect plan.

He got in the first cab in line, "How much for a ride to the airport," he asked?

"Fifteen bucks," came the reply.

"And how much for you to give me a blowjob on the way?"

"What?! Get the hell out of my cab."

The businessman got into the back of each cab in the long line and asked the same questions, with the same result.

When he finally got to his old friend at the back of the line, he got in and asked "How much for a ride to the airport?"

The cabbie replied, "fifteen bucks." The businessman said "ok" and off they went. Then, as they drove slowly past the long line of cabs the businessman gave a big smile and thumbs up sign to each driver.

Olala~

2008-08-24T03:10:00.002+08:00

I am already 20~
Time seems fast sia >.<
Haha.

Quarter of average human life is gone liaoz~
Wonder what will I do in the future.

Ah, and school is starting soon.
Names from the tutorial grouping shows that I am mostly mix in with many foreigners.
Must try and cope with the accountings related modules >.<
Lucky no maths or I head big big and gong gong liaoz.
Haha.

Sometimes, I wonder if the world is not in this current state, but like some other else for example hmmmm, other kinds of installments.
Will what we do be different or similar?
More or less bahz.
Though I have to admit I am kind of not that interested in most things already.
And I think cause of that I have been having amusing dreams for the past few days.
Including fantasy, horror, adventures and etc.
Sometimes even manga and or anime characters will start popping out like when I was much more younger.
Can still remember the Cardcaptor Sakura vs Get Backers dream when I was in Secondary School.
Too humorous for me to forget, lol.
>.<

7th Nationals Kendo Tournament

2008-08-18T15:30:00.003+08:00

Yupz, yesterday was Nationals.
Was not feeling ready for it due to super lack of trainings.
Plus it was luck that I managed to get something.
Ladies only have 8 mahz.
Once out of round robin equals top 4 liaoz.
Plus, my round robin the god-like one got tanked by Shasha and Yuyan >.<
YY also very strong, but up against Daphne very fast tank finish 0.0

Anyway, gratz to all prize winners~
Nasu got something big for himself before ciao-ing off to NS, haha.
Gabriel on the way to getting his bankai but hopefully it does not include shitting and or farting :P
MK got his way into top 4.
Stella got her Sliver after tanking with Daphne in finals.
Joyce got her Bronze and wants to make Aga-aga out of it, lol.
Clara got 1st in Ladies Jr (quickly take your Shodan lehz >.<)
And Kitt got 2nd after meeting Clara in finals (hee, someone smile big big leh~)
As usual the Darth Vader got his Gold.

The phrase Mr. Chan talked about it when presenting him the trophy was funny sia.
Haha.
A winner that ordered his own trophy.
And Mikio was joking about his trophy got his own name somewhere.
Eggplant on the other hand was joking about him being colorblind cause all the cups were gold in color. But he didn't notice the plate color.
I even switched his cup with Kitt's 1 and he never notice at all until I told him to read the plate.
And thus, we have a cock-eye Eggplant, lol.

Kz, signing off >.<
Got a broke back to take care of.
Plus hungry stomach!!!

Mood? Moooooooooooo~

2008-08-16T16:29:00.001+08:00

>.<
Been having a lousey mood spree.
Don't know what to do.

=/

Viagra Joke

2008-08-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

This elderly lady went to the doctor for a checkup. Everything checked out fine. The old lady pulled the doctor to the side and said, "Doctor, I haven't had sex for years now, and I was wondering how I can increase my husband's sex drive."

The doctor smiled and said, "Have you tried to give him Viagra?"

The lady frowned. "Doctor, I can't even get him to take aspirin when he has a headache," she claimed.

"Well," the doctor continued, "let me suggest something. Crush the Viagra into a powder. When you are giving him coffee, stir it into the coffee and serve it. He won't notice a thing."

The old lady was delighted. She left the doctor's office quickly.

Weeks later the old lady returned. She was frowning and the doctor asked her what was wrong. She shook her head.

"How did it go?" the doctor asked.

"Terribly, doctor, terribly."

"Did it not work?"

"Yes," the old lady said, "It worked. I did as you said and he got up and ripped his clothes off right then and there and we made mad love on the table. It was the best sex that I'd had in 25 years."

"Then what is the problem, ma'am?"

"Well," she said. "I can't ever show my face in McDonald's again."

Busy

2008-08-10T02:57:00.002+08:00

Things won't go well as you wish it to be sometimes.
Just relax~

Alamak.
I already lazy to take care of my blog.
Haha.
Today went out with some CSS fellas to LAN.
I suck as usual :P
Too lazy to get my skills back.
And damn... I saw a force feedback gaming wheel on sale by Logitech.
Cheapest was around $130+
>.<
Ah well.

Anyway, guess I will just help out a little.
Making a blog for the fellas......
But I lazy sia, haha.

Hmm....
Problem will always be the template.
Wonder if they will still be around even when he went off for NS.
A temporary measure or a quick fix won't do any good =/

When Ur Sleepy...

2008-08-03T01:18:00.002+08:00

Haiz
Was gonna sleep until some dude from my Steam Friend List pm me for a Scrim session.
Cause too tired, so ignored the 1st few messages.
Then he started copy and pasting the same pass so ah well, went in =/

I should have shut my computer down earlier @_@
Went in, wanted to say "no one else to play my spot meh?" in chinese.
However, I mis-speech until "can someone play me or not" in chinese -_-
I'm sooooooo not gonna touch CSS at late night in the future liaoz.

Oversleep Spree

2008-07-27T14:37:00.002+08:00

Just like the title suggests......
I have been oversleeping -_-
Sian ar......
Miss another training today T_T

Shit lah.
Already cause of flu so sian and lazy now is oversleep spree.
Nowadays no matter what time I sleep it seems I will only wake up with or without my alarm at noon.
Hmmm....
Ah well...

T_T
Maybe I should try sleeping super duper extra early.
(Which is not possible *cough cough*)

National Slackers

2008-07-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

In 1 more days time, there will be another 2 known additions to the company of de NS~
A.K.A known by alot of people, which is National Slackers!
Haha.
Nahz, go in service liaoz, might not be that slack for some unlucky ones.

Anyway, went to eat the Sakae Sushi at Bishan J8 with the dudes going in soon.
Went with:
-The always well known Darth Vader (Suresh)
-A penguine (Jianyuan)
-An old gay (Wai Kay)
-A special of the day Water Eggplant (Nasution)
-And the glass of green tea (Me lor~)

It was a bad choice @_@
Sushis in Singapore if you don't go to the correct place, they will only taste like so-so.
And that applies to Sakae branches too.

Anyway, the one at Bishan was kind of.... horrible.
-Bad services.
-Disgusting sobas....
-Never do maintaince on their system service I guess.... send orders already more than 30mins never come at all. Had to keep on get the waiter and or waitress. And not all of them are 'attentive'.
-And their PC order system the action script cock up -_-

By the time the sobas arrive, me and Wai Kay already drink alot of tea to the point that we are bloated -_-
Cause we both sat inside, near to the rotating plates and the hot water refill.
So, drink, wait, talk cock, drink, wait, talk cock and me once in a while take another sushi plate.

How horrible was the soba?
Well, noodles are made from flour FYI.
The soba just tastes like flour even with the soup base....
Just imagine yourself eating a thick layer of flour made into soba shape @_@

And the watermelons weren't in good shape too.
Can see it wasn't fresh.
And the guys who all ate it had to chuck it into their stomach cause waste food equals extra charges.

I think the only thing I enjoyed in the whole buffet, was some of the tamago sushi and the mochi ice cream peach.
Lucky I like peach flavour.
Cause all the rest of the mochi flavour all don't have already.
If I didn't like peach flavour I think I will be super pissed.

Should have another eating session when the NS dudes are free~
And J8's Sakae shall be blacklisted!!!

Anyway, to all those fellas going NS soon or not soon.
Good luck and enjoy the stay at Tekong if ur going in there (most prolly you will be cursing though) XP

F.E.A.R

2008-07-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

I just got for myself the Platinum Collection of F.E.A.R.
Still playing the 1st one...
Sometimes it doesn't matter, but sometimes don't know why I will freak out.

Just in case some non-gamers or super causal peeps are passing by and don't know what's F.E.A.R, it stands for
First Encounter Assault Recon.
A squad of troops to deal with paranormal phenomenons.
A first person shooter game.
To be more precise, a horror survival game.
Sometimes once in a while it will remind me of Fatal Frame.

I don't like giving spoilers, so if you want to know more, please Wiki it aye~
Anyway....
Here's one of the funny part.
See that girl in the picture above?
Her name is Alma.
No, that's not her real form as her physical body is...
At somewhere else in the 1st game. Haha.
Anyway, a little spoiler. Cause she is locked up somewhere and also partly due to her super physic power, she appeared outside to kill anyone related to locking her up and etc.
And the F.E.A.R squad was under that control.

Anyway, here's the part where I say it's funny.
1st, whenever Alma appears to kill the other squad members in the game, they will always burn until left their skeleton.
No, this is not the funny part.
Read on and be patient :P
2nd, there will be a lot of times during the game that the game developers will constantly make the player to feel nervous as it IS a horror survival game like Fatal Frame but better.
3rd, so there will be a lot of times the player, due to his own power, can see visions and hear dead characters in the game talk to him out of nowhere.
4th, so Alma also want to kill the player.
5th, like that, so Alma is suppose to be the frightening last boss aye.

So.....
When Alma first appeared...
There were flames around her, she was having those evil laughters small child ghost version and walking towards the player.
It was supposed to be.... errrr
Frightening to other people perhaps...
So some people I think ended up getting freaked out as she can't be killed (Alma child version is just a mental form of Alma from somewhere else).

In my case....
I just gong gong walk towards her thinking "Should be no harm bahz" machiam like it was so normal and not horror -_-|||
Ended up, I got my 1st game over for nothing...
Just because I walk towards her and my character gets burned to dead like the other squad characters @_@

Ah well.
Now I am a bit too alone.... to play it.
The 1st time I played.... at least got........
Hmmmm.......

Anyway, in short, the current environment in my current game state is those kind that will freak me out even if I off the music and play @_@
Haiz....
T_T

Wonder if there will be a Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic 3 or not...
I am starting to get too bored with the 1st 2 already.
Replayed to many times >.<

Boring~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-06-29T22:48:00.002+08:00

Haiz.
Kkz.
My fault for not getting a part time job earlier >.<

Now I am so bored rotting at home.
Nothing much to do except anime and games and stoning.

The Sentosa trip was OK though.
Been don't know how many years since I swam in the sea~~~
Hee hee!
Was a bit high.
But just recovered from flu, so stamina was still KO-ing in process.
So I KO-ed early.

Nth Much

2008-06-28T12:51:00.001+08:00

Hmmm....
Kinda lazy to go out >.<
And hungry now too @_@
Ah well...

This month...
I owe so many different people money...
And I can only get my next pocket money next month.
Which is... next week?
>.<

You May Never Know..

2008-06-28T03:39:00.000+08:00

When will it ever end...

Kendo Grading

2008-06-22T17:25:00.005+08:00

Hohoho...
No...
Christmas is not even close...
Haha~

Today was a grading day for kendo.
Can't say I did well as I think I screwed up more here and there.
Alas, all the 1st Kyuu who applied for Shodan pass!!!
Congratz everyone.
And also to others in the other kyuu and dan categories.
And Terry finally went and got his 3rd Dan >.<
Wah!
Super overdue~
Haha.
He looked a bit sud today when keiko.
Cancel off the voice ya.

If ye think ye did not do well enough, fret not!!!
It means you have more space for improvements ;-)

Though right now it's feeling strange for me.
Not like in a dream, and not like not real.
Probabaly I didn't expect to pass in the 1st place due to many lack of practice.
Must be some kind of mental thingys.
>.<

Hope I will recover soon...
I hate this basket flu =/
Thanks to it cum with a gastric....
It felt like hell to me the whole day before, during and after grading T_T

Anyway...
Ganbatte ne minna san~

Least Of All Concerns

2008-06-17T15:09:00.003+08:00

Some people deserved to be bitch-slapped sometimes.

A very nice line from The Learning Connection aka TLC...
My favorite English tuition class ever since I first stepped in there.

"To gain respect, one must first learn to give respect."

Sounds simple and easy aye.
But it can always be 'tai-chi' around.
Though some probably think the 1st piece was already played and they want the second piece immediately.

Damn...
Suddenly I miss Ms Seztoe =/
Ms Karhtoon too >.<

Haiz
If only I can somehow get a hold on their MSN *_*

Provided if they have one.
Haha.

Staying in contact is always something I don't do much about it...

6 More Days~

2008-06-16T23:42:00.001+08:00

Yesh Yesh...
6 more days...

To fail my Shodan!!!!!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

Ok, I am nuts.
:P

Senseless

2008-06-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

I am tired...
Boring~
Replaying KoToR 2...
A little procrastination with Warbook...
And sometimes clicking on the creeping button on Dota for no reasons.

Getting a little addicted to DJ Max 2 Portable but still not good with it.
Can survive level 9 songs through out without dying, but not without breaking -_-
Still need to get use to the increase of speed more during Fever chance.
But somehow the Fever during game play is like so different when playing on with Link.

Still thinking to go for the free classes or not.
Fidelis said better to go as the English lessons help just that it is boring.
o.0

Ah well...
Maybe I will just go there waste time?
See how then...

But, like that......
I will have to go all the way to Tiong Bahru @_@
Ah well, when school starts, I will still have to anyway -_-

Nth much, as usual, no diff, boring life~

2008-06-03T00:23:00.011+08:00

Damn...
Head feeling pretty bad now...
Must be dued to the collision halfway during keiko by accident.
Kind of dizzy @_@

Weird fact of the day 1.
I was sweating like mad to the point that on the spot I stand will become wet and I had to keep on change spot to avoid letting my feets to be wet.
Don't want to because of that and slip and fall by accident.

Think maybe my body is getting back in shape slowly, legs were fine exceptionally when keiko-ing.
Cause before that when standing around the usual areas starts to complain pain.
Though after training, same symptons came back.
Now when I sweat I can even feel the sweat beads so clearly.
Before that other times ago, I think I dehydrated a few times cause of the weird weather until sweat like don't want to come out.

Werid fact of the day 2.
My 'processor' got jammed a little when I saw jodan.
Seen a lot of time on other people or on videos but during keiko first time.
Suddenly had to browse through 'hdd' before 'processor' finished distributing the 'resources'.
In the end, too lazy to think what to do, just men as usual lor.
But then, it was only for a super short while, so, lucky me then.
Wahaha.

Still fixing the kote~ issue.
But then...
Since grading incoming...
Before and during grading, guess I will still stick with men, men, and more men.
So, minna-san, please open ur men big big for me to hit~ *cough cough*
Suay kote experimental subjects will be back after that.
I shall provide elbow guards out of graditute.

Kz lah, no tenouchi.
(Actually, when I think about it...
Sometimes I think that I may have gave up on that.
Kinda 'worn out' when it just can't be right.)
And some other stuffs.

Still have my 'the signature move' to solve.

Random Quote

2008-05-31T22:49:00.003+08:00

"Foolish are those who fear nothing, yet claim to know everything."

Unfortunely, I do not know who started this quote, haha.
But I like it XD

There were some other nice quotes when I visited Wiki today.
And found a few funny ones.
Haha.

Like some of those funny funny one from Steven Wright.
He is an American actor, writer, and comedian.
Though, they are not all "quotes".

Here are some from the Dr. Katz, Professional Therapist.

-A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking.

-A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.

-All those who believe in psychokinesis, raise my hand.

-Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy.

-Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines.

-Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't film.

-Hard work pays off in the future, laziness pays off now.

-I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met.

-If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.

-The problem with the gene pool is that there is no lifeguard.

-The sooner you fall behide, the more time you'll have to catch up.

-When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.

My personal favourite(s).
-Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

-My mechanic told me, 'I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder.'

-If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.

-To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research.

Plagiarism
The unauthorized use or close imitation of the language and thoughts of another author and the representation of them as one's original work.

Oh Shit! I want to Fart~

2008-05-31T00:02:00.002+08:00

The post title has nothing to do with the post for today :P

More like, the opposite.
Morning swim, eat lunch, a while later, went to the toilet for the 3rd time just to shit.
Yes yes, me and my Black Forest Cake session.
First time was to change to swimming wear, second time was to shower and change after swimming.

So, after the 1st Black Forest Cake, just when I was going to fiddle around with Kian Chew's laptop, I had to go Black Forest Cake session 2.

Black Forest Cake session 3...
I had to run into the toilet with my dou and tare on just in time for it @_@

Wonder what's wrong...
Me and my family's "tradition" eat and straight away shit trait.
Not joking about it.
Even my eldest sister sometimes almost finishing the food soon, before she will finish, she had to go to toilet for her Black Forest Cake.
Second elder sister... I am not so sure.
I do know about the trait my eldest sister have though.
My second sister's trait which I know is, she is super sensitive/allergic to certain foods especially seafoods.

For my mum's case...
Unfortunely, she will need to release gas first @_@
But, she will always give warning.
Haha.
My dad's case...
Everytime before and/or after eating, he will be in his toilet in his own small room near our dinning table.
But what business he do inside, not like I will know XP

And I think, what Alison said a few months back might be true...
Might be only.
That I am injury-prone.
Now when I feel my legs not giving me anymore trouble, the next thing I know I banged and landed on my left knee.
=/

The daily pool sessions been helping in easing the aches.
It works aye.
Even for my back and the achillies(?)[damn, I forever cannot remember the spelling for this].
And also as well as other usual areas, which I do not bother to take note as it is too troublesome.
Now my leg feels lesser stress compared to last time.
And that includes my back too XD
Longer vitatily before starting to ache~
Dizzness part, hmmm....
Oh well, heck care for a while.

Singlish Lesson

2008-05-29T15:49:00.002+08:00

After visiting back www.dictionary.com .
I suddenly went back to visit TalkingCock.
Still remembered I visited there the 1st time after the Liying from my batch, aka Rachel bought a particular book named something similar with Oxford, in Singlish version.
Think it was Coxforx or something.
Unable to remember well.

Anyway, went to look under the 'aqua' section.
Cause I remembered someone said Singaporean guys rather show their ugly stomach then wear shirt type swimming wears to avoid people calling them 'gu niang' and or 'aqua'.
But, also found out some other interesting term also.

AH QUAH
An offensive term for an effeminate man.
The Singlish equivalent of "faggot" or "fairy".
See also: Pondan
[I wonder why fairy is under this section 0.0]

PONDAN
Malay for "transvestite".
See also: Ah Quah
[I just learned another new Malay word~]

AH KAH AH CHEW
Hokkien phrase literally meaning "duck legs, duck hands". Used to describe someone's extremely poor coordination. "Ah Kah" and "Ah Chew" can be used separately.
[Now we know why our team's roasted duck was so nervous. Too much hokkien not good for her!]

AKASAI
A pejorative description of something or someone as extremely cutesy and girlish. Possible a contraction of "act cute until like sai" (act cute until like shit).
[At first I read the word, cause of a little mixture in japanese words when I read it, I thought it was Red Shit ~_~]

CHIAK PAH BOH SAI PANG
Hokkien expression which literally translates as "Finished eating, no shit to excrete". A phrase used to denote that someone is frivolous and has too much time on one's hands.
[Always heard people use this phrase but did not know what it meant. Think it was during secondary school period.]

KEK SAI
To actively control one's sphincter muscles in order to prevent shit. Often used as a euphemism for self-censorship of self-restriction.
[Maybe this is why Gabriel always end up having a topic on farting and shitting.]

TEH LUM PAH CHI SAHT
One of the most graphic expressions in the dictionary, it is also one of the most inspired. Literally, it translates from Hokkien as "to commit suicide by squeezing your testicles". The Hokkien equivalent of Hara-kiri, it expresses profound regret and frustration, and is often said after a confession of having done something monumentally stupid.
[In Japan, when one commit seppuku, the hara-kiri, there should be 1 guy cutting off the head to ease the one's pain before departing. But in Singapore, I think by the time the 1st layer of skin tear a little the guy starts to complain.]

ACT (ADJECTIVE) BUAY (ADJECTIVE)
To fail miserably at affecting a pose. Substitute any adjective of your choice.
Example: Act Cute Buay Cute, or, Act Lian Buay Lian

ACT CUTE BUAY CUTE / A.C.B.C
Literally describes the common occurence of a Singaporean girl trying to pander to a guy's wishes, but failing miserably.
[Common sight in Singapore =/]

ACT CUTE
A phrase which describes behaving in an exaggeratedly cute or adorable fashion. Can be used as both verb and adjective. Usually performed by females who appear they cannot escape their childhood.
[No comments...]

ACT LIAN BUAY LIAN
To fail at being an Ah Lian, despite trying.
[I don't see the point of trying to be an Ah Lian. The most you could do in Singapore is probably, pickpocket, steal in stores, minor vandalism, smoke and occasional gang fights. Which can end as soon as someone taking out a sharp object of sorts. Though there are some idoits who recorded those they bully and uploaded on the net like YouTube to humiliate that person but ended up getting caught instead. No brains... And most of it is like always, 5 to 6 people on 1 person -_-]

AI PEE, AI CHEE, AI TUA LIAP NEE
Teochew saying which literally translates as 'Want cheap, want pretty, want big breasts!' It is used to describe someone who wants the earth, ie. someone with unrealistic or unreasonable desires or expectations.
[Very Singaporean like eh. Since Singaporeans all really hard to please in a way or another. All thinking they living in 1st world class when in reality it's only 3rd.]

ALL FART AND NO SHIT
Used to describe someone who's full of empty promises.
[At least Gabriel have the need to shit.]

APU NEH NEH
Childish and racist term for an Indian man.
[Used to refer Indians with this term when I was a kid long long ago and I don't know the proper way, meaning not knowing them as Indians. I wonder where I picked this term up from. And all along I thought it only applies to the ladies due to the neh neh part o.0]

Swimming Lanes

2008-05-28T14:44:00.004+08:00

Supposed to go school to swim.
But some one came late *cough cough*
And the swimming pool they put on the lanes =/
So, went to the Yio Chu Kang swimming pool instead.

Went with a certain Star Wars character who don't know how to swim.
Probably due to his armor *cough cough*
But I wonder if the mask is useable underwater or not.
Haha.

Mentioned something, forgotten what was it about.
It should probably be the people around or something when we were in the pool.
He was going to mention public pool.
But it ended up coming out as public toilet......

Anyway, I still hate public pools.
The concentration of the Chlorines is -_-
Still as horrible as ever.
Might as well go to the sea, all natural.
Ya, even if there are tons of dungs from the marine species.
But better not to know if there are some other things else from the human species...

Right now playing a bit more on Soulstorm.
Finally got a hang more on the Chaos race.
Thanks to Popo-chan xD
But still abit hard to use as they are more melee based rather than range.
But their Defiler walker-tanks are like......
OVERKILL!!!
Just ignore using their artillery.
I only use it when I am busy with other area.
Not the type for micro-management.
Always bad with it >.<

Shodan grading wise...
Just finished filling in the form.
All that's left is to hand in together with my latest cert and $50.
Guess after I hand in tonight...
I need to go Kata-crazy for 3 weeks.

Argg....
Think the KFC I ate this afternoon finally finished digesting.
Now I need to go urgently to build my Black Forest Cake >.<

Stopping here for today~

BLACK FOREST CAKE~~~
HERE I COME!!!

Way of Life? Or not...

2008-05-27T00:42:00.006+08:00

My creativity level: 0
But then, but then...
I like to play with the dictionary at http://www.dictionary.com/
So...
Like that lor~

Innocent (adjective)
1- Free from moral wrong; without sin; pure: innocent children.
2- Free from legal or specific wrong; guiltless: innocent of the crime.
3- Not involving evil intent or motive: an innocent misrepresentation.
4- Not causing physical or moral injury; harmless: innocent fun.
5- Devoid (usually followed by of): a law innocent of merit.
6- Having or showing the simplicity or naivete of an unworldly person; guileless; ingenuous.
7- Uninformed or unaware; ignorant.

Innocent (noun)
1- An innocent person
2- A young child
3- A guileless person
4- A SIMPLETON or IDOIT
5- Usually, innocents. (used with a singular verb)

So...
What about ACTING INNOCENT?

1- SIMPLICITY; absence of GUILE or CUNNING; NAIVETE.
2- LACK of KNOWLEDGE or UNDERSTANDING; IGNORANCE.
3- ARTLESSNESS.
4- LACK of WORLDLINESS or SOPHISTICATION; NAVIETE.

-Chaucer.Shak.-
SIMPLICITY or PLAINNESS, bordering on WEAKNESS or SILLINESS; ARTLESSNESS; INGENUOUSNESS.

So, as you can read for yourself if you also went to check the dictionary.
Being innocent does not mean a good thing anyway.
If you did something, don't complain.
If you did something, and complained, then you are probably under the category of SIMPLETONS and IDOITS.
Those are the kind which are IGNORANT.
That's why they say...
Small dogs bark the loudest and yet makes no differences.
How to make a difference when it's just PLAIN yapping with no real MEANING and REASONS even if it can still make noise?

You expect people to be nice to you?

You expect people to always accept you?

You expect people to always understand you?

How to when you are doing things which are so obvious to you by now that you are not supposed to?

How to when you are refusing to be aware of whatever you do?

How to when you are always refusing to listen to what others say of you?

How to when you are always expecting people to take 'pity' or 'sympathy' on your self-proclaimed 'plight'?

How to when you always listen to those that you 'pick'?

How to when you always refuses to listen carefully to those that spill out a little bad side of you for your own good?

How to when you only act accordingly to certain people who might be present around you?

How to when you take joy when someone related needs to be hospitalized?

How to when you cannot even consider the feelings of the others when they are trying to talk some sense into you?

How to when you idiotically do almost the same cycle every single time, throwing aside the ability of understanding?
.
.
.
(There are a lot other more but it will probably take me a minimum of 1 year to finish typing all of them separately but that would be idiotic if you can notice why... and I am very drained and tired... anyway)
.
.
.
How to... when you are just simply so IGNORANT?
(refusing to be aware instead of being unaware... it's 2 different things hor)

How ironic...
In the end, it's just something so simple and basic that you don't even know to cry or to laugh...
No matter how 1 can complain so much... it can just turn out to be the same stuff under a particular category which groups it in.
Well, it's not just the only factor which contributes to it......

And I, for 1, do not want to waste too much time on it.
After a period of years, you will come to realize maybe there really is no cure for a certain type of people in certain ways.
Being able to admit a wrong is more courageous than trying to prove one is innocent...
And definitely better than one trying to shove a blame to something else.

That freaking "Artist" fella petition sure did piss me off real good too...
Inhumane.

Please take a look by clicking the link below.
http://www.petitiononline.com/13031953/petition.html
If you are interested...
Then just...
Like that lor.
All the words there read yourself :p

Anyway, help the poor abused dog who got starved and tied to death for an 'Art Installation' and some central American IDOITS approved it's art when it's downright animal abuse...
Fucking bastards.

Uh Huh~

2008-05-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

Thanks to Stella and Joyce for the small trinket ;-)
Haha.
Forgot to say thank you directly to them as I was in dazzing mode.
I so bad sia.
:P

Argg...
Today so weird.
I made sure I massaged my left leg to be in a better condition before I started.
I even bandaged it.
But then, ended up, right leg also started going hay-wired -_-|||
Weird sia.

Haha.
But then, even though I forgot the proper way to bandage the achilles, the 'temporary' way I bandaged the 2nd time today happens to work amazingly well 0.o
Guess I will continue using my method for a while but the calf area I think I need to use yoko yoko.
Not going to use heat rub.
Afraid if my calf muscles will get swollen again like last time and also afraid the heat rub will cause the swell to be worst.
The feeling is horrible @_@

The part at the area subsides a little and won't feel pain when I walked.
Though it won't last that long halfway when chiong-ing.
But then, after I going to go shower, I took it off and walked back without bandage.
It feels like @_@
Staggering here and there.

Hmm...
Still wondering if I should go for Shodan.
Have not yet fully made up my mind.
I guess maybe I am not feeling ready due to lack of training or something.
Or maybe it's something else which I am not sure.
Though most probably, for sure, I will have seriously problems with my kata even if I manage to pass through the 1st part @_@
For some reasons, I lack of training to the point that kata 4 and above, I just cannot remember properly at all.
Kata 1 to 3 is do until I sian so no point trying to remember as my body memory already took over. But not for 4 and above.
Will keep on stun on the spot trying to remember.
I will need more practice @_@

And then, and then, and then...
If I remember correctly...
Dan gradings compulsory need to write ESSAY!!!
*System re-initiating*
Oh gosh...

If it's something based on personal views...
I wonder if I can just hand it in with 1 sentence or not sia.
Hahaha!

Best Poem of 2006

2008-05-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

When I born, I black
When I grow up, I black
When I go in Sun, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow
When you born, you pink
When you grow up, you white
When you go in sun, you red
When you cold, you blue
When you scared, you yellow
When you sick, you green
And when you die, you gray
And you calling me colored??

By an African kid.
*Salute*

Sometimes I just don't understand the fuss of some people's arguments on weird crappy stuffs and think they high and big just because they are like that.
More like, maybe 1 of their thinking like this? -> majority like that, so majority equals pro, so the minority equals shit.
Crap loads of shit.
And some still 'loyal' to their own 'Gods'???
"W.O.W!!!"
And I always hear the phrases by those irritating 'recruiters' saying their 'God' treats all as -EQUAL-
Surprising ain't it.

How I know 'bout those phrases?
Well...
Try getting stuck with 3 in row at 3 different locations in a week and totally from 3 different church, which can be known by the flyers or mini books things they give.
The Great Gospel and etc.
Give me a break.
I am a free thinker @_@
I can spare a moment to listen but it does not mean I am interested...
And their preaching is sooooooooooooooooooo one sided...
And their 'God treats all as equal' phase is forever inside the 1st few sentences.
-_-
Talk about creativity.

Can still remember another phase was 'God wants to be your friend' so that's why you must join and etc.
Erhmmm.... I probably should not say this but, this is my view as a freethinker.
When you want to be someone's friend, shouldn't you be the one who initiate but not the other way round????
It's contradicting ain't it.

Anyway, I hate stuck-up idiots and bastards.
Don't mind me, I just like to tell things straight.

If not, then also no point for me with this blog and my entries.
One of blog's original idea was online public diary anyway.
Now, there's lots of versions and other purposes.

Oh No!

2008-05-14T16:31:00.002+08:00

>.<
I lost my F.E.A.R game!!!
Just when I die die feel like playing T_T
Have not complete it yet.
Previous saved game data all gone in laptop @_@

Wonder who got it?
Hmmm....

Haiz...

Needa go try and search harder liaoz.
Now no mood to play CSS.
Lag is still very bad.
Saving $ for a new wireless adapter and try the connection.
I can lag until so bad fire halfway the screen will pause and I will have no idea what will happen next 0.0
People knife me I also cannot do anything.
The next thing I know after the lag spike is I am dead.
Haha.

Now also thinking of saving up $ for a gaming wheel.
It would be so shiock to play my Need for Speed series with a driving wheel rather than on keyboard.
I think I am kind of getting sick of playing driving games with the arrows.
LoL.
I will be leaning on my left hand and play throughout with just my right hand.
Then halfway will use left hand drink my water and slack slack.

But then again, good gaming wheels with force feedback are damn ex lah.
@_@
And, tried manual transmission a few times.
Still cant get a hang on it >.<

Bimbo...

2008-05-09T14:13:00.002+08:00

Gonna be so broke this month >.<
SKC Fees - $60
East West Tournament - $10
Need for Speed: Prostreet - $56
Last payment for bogu - $250

Still got others also bahz...
Cause gonna go out ar.
Then outside makan also need to pay $.
Then sometimes have to take taxi.
@_@

Ah well...
Okie dokie.
Got a place in PSB liaoz.
All that's left is to fill out all the forms and pay $.

Starting in August 25th.
Skipped 1st year XD
No English and Maths lessons for me.
Phew.

Heng ar~

2008-05-06T00:03:00.001+08:00

Wahaha.
Sihui and Joyce were my life savers today XD.
LoL.

Thanks sia~
Hee hee hee~

KNN

2008-05-05T11:52:00.009+08:00

Already say going.
Wake up so early yet the other 1 disappear 1st.
Kana-sai.

Going by myself from now on liaoz.
Heatstroke if swim too late?
Think I care ar?

PUI!

Guruguru wa mawaru~

2008-04-27T00:45:00.003+08:00

-私の頭、いま、ぐるぐるはまわる、ぐるぐるはまわる～～-

-Watashi no atama
-Ima, gururu wa mawaru, gururu wa mawaru~~

-My head is spinning round and round right now~~

Haha...
Too long never try to do sentence structure in Japanese.
Getting bad at it.
Oh well, I ain't that good with it in the 1st place.
XP

Kinda reminds me of School Rumble Season 1's Opening Song.
Since it keeps on have this part 'Gururu wa mawaru'
>.<

FLU!!!GO AWAY~~~

Haiz...
Thankfully fever has not arrived yet >.<
If not I think my head will feel more bigger, haha.

Fallen Sick

2008-04-23T14:18:00.002+08:00

Why must it be always like that -_-
Why can't a year go pass without me falling sick for once T_T

Haiz, it's Flu Season for me.
So I also cannot train for a while liaoz.

Really like got curse like that.
Every time when the new intake gonna start, I will really fall sick without fail.
First time when the current Year 3s were Year 1s, had fever on the orientation day.
2nd time was only slight flu.

Now sneezing like mad >.<
Later go buy Vapour Drops liaoz.

AHHHH CHOOOO~~~
*sniff sniff*

Back to Sims

2008-04-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

>.<
Haha.
Oh great -_-
I can't build a house to what I had in mind forever >.<
Oh well...
Hmmm...

Suddenly kind of super lazy to go tomorrow to help out.
At least can makan outside or something.
Later gonna go out buy something to makan again.

Wanted to go today, at the least pay the $_$ then ciao off.
Thanks to my diarreahoe(errr, spelling >.<) I got lucky for once.
Training got canceled due to some school activities.
But then =/
Maybe should have at least went out and see how 1st.
Cause, feeling damn hungry right now.
Seems like other then using games to keep me occupied, I think I need to add in the food category.

Haiz, another trip down to 7/11 or Esso Mobile's Cheers for food >.<
Did eat 1 meal though.
At first told my mum I won't be home for dinner today.
But heng heng she got buy extra, though it's not enough for me cause didn't eat before that.

Like the Doriyaki sold at Cheers.
And there's a kind of bread which I forgot what was it called.
The shape machiam like a big size walnut.
Maybe around the size of my palm excluding the fingers but a little smaller.
That one was delicious XD
But some how got 1 period of time they did not sell it anymore.
Recently it seems that it's back *drools*.

Oh well, going off for my food hunt.
Ciaosu~

(No Eggplant, I am not copying you :P)
Just that I super seldom uses it.
Wahaha.

Healing

2008-04-15T00:44:00.002+08:00

Blablabla.
Haha.
I didn't train today.
Neither did I for yesterday.
Hmm, since now its already Tuesday need to plus another day extra for above mentioned.

Crap.
=/
Getting more and more tired.
Recently had to roll in my bed for within 1hr just to slowly fall asleep.
Don't know what's going on.

Hmm...
Now then I heard there is SIM uni -_-
No wonder SIM keep on see part time, cannot find full time.
Cause its not stated in the website...
Damn them.
Oh well, see got the course I want first or not.
See how first.
But, kinda lazy to go all the way to Celementi >.<

Can't wait to get my hands on Assassin's Creed.
XD

And my bogu has finally arrived XD
Getting it this Friday~
Thank you sia Philp Sensei.
Wahahahahaha.

But then, need to start to get used to it.
Ah well, at the least, it should be better than the club's 1.
I seriously cannot tahan the dou anymore.
Now both sides' himo lossen off very easily no matter how hard I tried to tie.

And oh ya hor.
My tries on tying my tenugui with Osaka style still failed >.<
I think my head really too big sia =/
Wana go try the lazy cap style since nothing much to do also.
Tried already though, but it feels kind of loose in a way, so don't really like it.

7 Common Lies Told By Enterprise Software Sales People‏

2008-04-13T19:03:00.002+08:00

Taken from an email forwarded to me by my friends.
Here goes.

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7 Common Lies Told By Enterprise Software Sales People‏
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Ever meet an enterprise software salesperson you could trust?
While such paragons of virtue exist, they seem the exception rather than the rule.
Here are 7 common lies used by ~~some~~ way too many enterprise solution providers during the sales process.

Also see: Sales-driven IT failures

The lies are drawn from Confessions of an Ex-Enterprise Salesperson (free download), by Doug Mitchell, who founded RentalMetrics, a management consulting firm for the construction equipment rental sector, after working for years in the enterprise solutions business. Doug told me he wrote the book to “break through the hype” surrounding enterprise software sales.

Lie 1. My solution is the one that best meets your needs

When I said, “My solution is the one that best meets your needs,” what I meant was that I’m going to do my darnedest to shoe horn my product into your world so that you’ll buy my stuff versus the competitors.
You [shouldn’t] buy products because they have this or that. [B]uy them because of what they’ll do for you and the ecosystem you operate within.
Key questions to ask the sales person: What 3 companies are your fiercest competitors and what would they say they do better than you? The last time you lost a deal to your competition, what were the main reasons given?

Lie 2. My solution does not require much of your company’s IT resources

When I said, “My solution does not require much of your company’s IT resources,” what I meant was that with a 95% degree of certainty, your IT department will be the biggest roadblock to success that we’ll encounter in this project.
Key questions to ask the sales person: When (not if) you run into smoke screens, road blocks, and obstacles thrown up my IT department, are you prepared to deal with them and how? If we cut through all of the crap, how much time does it really take to deploy this solution, excluding training?

Lie 3. My solution is supported well

When I said that, “My solution is supported well and my company hangs its hat on the best service in the industry,” what I meant was that when you call, a human will pick up the phone and get on your problem right away, delaying someone else’s due date for customized solution delivery.
The bottom line with custom software in the enterprise is that it breaks. How many times have you rebooted today?
Key questions to ask the sales person: Do you have an automated system or a human system when I call your support line? What bug tracking or trouble ticket solution to you use? What your average time from call in to resolution? What is your process for escalation?

Lie 4. My solution will save you time and money

When I said, “My solution will save you time and money,” what I meant was that your company will probably achieve enough Return On Investment to pay for the solution…but you’ll end up using 10% of what the solution can do and end up frustrated after the honeymoon period.
Most enterprise solutions have evolved because complex businesses have insisted that new features be built as a condition of sale.
Key questions to ask the sales person: What percentage of features in this system do your clients typically use? If I want to reduce the training required by half to save money, will you let me?

Lie 5. That will take 2…maybe 3 weeks to develop

When I said, “That will take 2 maybe 3 weeks to develop”, what I meant was I really don’t know how long your customization will take so I’m throwing out a number that will get you to bite…not balk.”
If the delivery dates of complex customizations seems unrealistic…even to you, they probably are.
Key questions to ask the sales person: What is your process for documenting change requests? If your development efforts fall behind schedule, what’s my compensation?

Lie 6. Here are my prices

When I said, “Here are my prices”, what I meant was “My price is totally flexible and within reason I’ll probably say yes to lowering them because we need your upfront money and recurring revenue more than I need my pride.”
Pricing enterprise solutions is far more art than science. Often it’s more about discovering the target’s pain tolerance.
Key questions to ask the sales person: How much does the solution cost? What’s the typical payback or return on investment you’ve measured when companies like mine have deployed your solution and can you provide me case studies?

Lie 7. Here are my contract terms and conditions

When I said, “Here are my contract terms and conditions”, what I meant was “This is pretty much a boiler plate agreement that no one reads so if you challenge some terms…you’ll probably get what you want.”
[M]ost enterprise solution firms don’t even know what the terms in their own contract mean. If something appears strange to you or is unclear, challenge it. Don’t be afraid.
Key questions to ask the sales person: Is this agreement flexible and negotiable? What’s the one contract term that clients challenge the most?”

THE PROJECT FAILURES ANALYSIS

If you’re contemplating an enterprise solution, read Doug’s book to help protect your own hide from evil, miscreant, and wayward sales people. I really enjoy how his sardonic humor matches the subject matter. For example:
On lying:

Is lying requisite? No. Sales people are not lying, they are simply framing the truth in a way that closes the deal and provides a big payday [for the sales person].

On enterprise solution (ES) pricing:

The ES is often quite expensive to buy upfront. This upfront price loading is where the ES software company recovers the immense cost of sales associated with the ES including commissions, bonus payments to company officers, investor dividends, and really nice cars for the President.

On the subject of enterprise sales people:

Better enterprise solution selling organizations send two people on the tactical assault mission: One suit. One techie. The suit acts as translator when the techie…lays out something intelligent for your consumption. That back and forth tech translation orgy is meant to disarm the prospective buyer or baffle him sufficiently into writing a check for the panacea product that will make his boss happy with him…or close out the never ending 6-Sigma project from hell.

The take: Doug’s book will help you recognize and avoid common tactics frequently perpetrated by sales people on unsuspecting enterprise buyers.

Solution

2008-04-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

Maybe I should invent a bogu set which can carry a mini oxygen tank enough to last for around 30mins @_@
Then I no need keep on having breathlessness halfway here and there.
Today was horrible though >.<
Probably because of the location and the air around.

Think my elbow is still recovering.
Not as bad as last week already XD

Oh, and the YKT video really sucks -_-
(No offense ya)
I cannot eat popcorn and watch at the same time or I feel like vomitting 0.0|||
And... the timing for those itchy hands (most probably on goodwill or maybe not :P) on zooming in halfway during some shiais is...
Disastrous >.<

And damn.
All my kote cuts are super horrible 0.0|||
And the points I got is like super duper ultra dull.
Not sharp at all.
Maybe when I hit I was afraid of getting countered back so did not dare to really cut 100%?
Possible though.
And I looked like I was waiting -_-
Then sometimes out of nowhere I don't know for what reasons I start stepping around and shake my shinai more than usual 0.0
Arg, like got so many things to fix don't know start on which one 1st.
Oh well, let time pass and see how goes.

Registered

2008-04-10T21:40:00.002+08:00

Just came back home after a trip to PSB Academy.
A very suay trip.
Looks like I was quite tired to the point that I accidentally took 166 again right after I got off it at Harbor Front.
Only realized it when the bus arrived at Dover, outside the Singapore Polytechnic there, and was like "......SHIT!!!"

Ah...
At least I made it there in 1 piece @_@
And before the Admission Office closes.
They close at 8pm, and I arrived there around 7.40pm+ more or less.
>.<

Local University?
Nahz, more or less already know its CMI for sure.
Plus my batch has a lot of people.
The Dragon babies mahz.
They say Dragon = good luck.
But it seems like the Dragons give too many luck away that they always don't have enough luck left for themselves.
Emptied too fast that even Karma unable to refill it back in time.

Hmmm, the Admission Officer said I might get exempted from 1st year (which I hope so >.<).
My results are bad ya.
Since I chose my Polytechnic courses according to my interest instead of easy to pass like Wai Kay.
And partly because I did not bother to make much effort when I keep falling.
I just stick with the 'let it be' way.
Well, I just can't make the cut for studying in the 1st place.
Can still remember my secondary school Geography -_-
It was still a nightmare in the end even when I really pushed myself to gouge my eyes on the textbooks and personal notes @_@
In the end......
Well, don't feel like talking about that.

I registered for the Bachelor of Information Technology and Business Information Systems.
No pure I.T for full time.
And this was the only full time IT course I could find.
SIM really all part time >.<
The only thing I am quite afraid of are the business part of this course -_-
I hate accountings and stuff actually.
Not that kin on P.O.A.
Well, at least next time having accountings on my side can get me alternative jobs to look out for.
If I need lahz.
Ah well, at the least, its at Tiong Baruh, not so far, haha.
Got bus in my area can get to Harbor Front too.
So, it should probably be OK on my late spree....
Maybe :P

What's else....
Hmm, getting a reputation in online Counter Strike Source already.
Eh?!
I not pro leh!
It's pure tyco-ness.
Plus, my Kills per Deaths ratio is eat shit kind.
So, what reputation?
Well, it just so happens I like to predict where people will move around and I will shoot through walls and doors.
This is extremely easy after you die so many times and spectate so many players at different locations and know aga aga almost all the hot spots.
And, it just so happens, that all of my shoot through, results in 100% head shots.
So, people thought I using WALL HACK, AKA WALLING.
Meaning, can see through walls, machiam walls and doors are transparent and I can see where they are moving about.
Whatever.
They spectate me see me play, but, really all based on prediction mahz.
Too suay for them.
Some of them is like already after NS and such and can be like immature brats.
Some of them already working some more 0.0
But then, this is Singapore, cannot expect much eh.

Oh, what guns I used?
At 1st it was AWP, sort of got a hang of it and also running around with it.
Plus, AWP is common inside...
Everyone wants an easy kill ya.
On a side note, my prediction shots with AWP got the same dude 3 times in a row at the almost exact same spot and all head shots.
But, AWP cannot spray like AK47, so I had to adjust a lot of shots here and there.

AK47 is when I wanted to train it last night, and that's when the whole 'I am a wall hacker' commotion came out.
Cause, I went into an area pass a door, there's another door in front.
I pop my head out see but got 2 Counter Terrorist already charging in.
I retreated back towards the earlier door I entered and sprayed at the door and got 2 head shots in a row resulting in a multi kill declaration.

Another scenario was, when the Terrorist planted the bomb at Bombsite B in de-dust2 map.
1 of my teammates went out to see see look look out for Counter-Terrorists.
He got killed outside, and I was already on stand-by at the door waiting and hearing for footsteps.
But, in CS Source, you can walk and won't make noise.
Since there's also the radar to see where your teammates die for a while, I used that to aga aga predict where's the guy location is and burst spray through the door.
Of course, it resulted in another head shot spree and the guy was like '......'
With a message "nice walling".
Sore loser -_-
And partly because I think he was the last CT left.
That's why.

Oh well, leave the brats be.
At the least I know I am clear.
Guess I am always cool with myself :P
Maybe I should change servers once in a while.
Haiz......

So it proves that standing out in a way or another always leads to something else......

Nothing Else

2008-04-10T00:52:00.002+08:00

Tired...
Really...

Hmmm...
I don't know.

That's prolly the good part of always going solo every single time.
Maybe...

でも、たぶん、もう関係ない
今の僕、もう昔の僕じゃない
だから、ちょと悲しいです
たぶん。。。

Even Left Overs Are Good Sometimes

2008-04-08T00:17:00.004+08:00

Left-over faith still works.
Glad it is possible.
But hope not every time need kick start >.<
*cough cough*

Training-wise~
I can go buy 4D liaoz.
Why?
Secret~
But, should have asked them for numbers.
Haha.

Anyway, hope my elbow and my damn crappy back nowadays won't affect me for this coming Wednesday SKC training.
Been wanting to go lately but the sudden weaken elbow due to injury is preventing me so =/
I can't even do kirikaeshi properly now T_T
Ok lahz, not like I can do a good proper 1 in the 1st place.
But then again...

Finally got the Youth Kendo Tournament video from Wai Kay XD
Get to see how I fight too.
Never been able to really always see how my posture is like, what stupid stuffs I will do and etc.
Cause I usually record and see other people's 1.
Haha.
But then, the camera angle suay >.<
Better than nothing though.

Still thinking if should try for Shodan.
Most probably I think I will fail XP
But then, really hope the rumor of grading fees gonna increase ain't for real T_T
I am already very broke.
Still waiting for my new bogu *_*
Guess I will try a pot shot for grading >.<
Later they really increase I faint T_T

何でいつも人と人度して争うが在るの?
ちゃんと話しやできねの?
もう疲れた。。。
嫌いだ。。。

What To Do

2008-04-06T19:24:00.002+08:00

>.<
My Vampire The Masquerade: Bloodline is down.
T_T
Keeps on crashing...
Haiz...
Wonder why =/

Liked that game sia...
Wonder is it because the game even though old but nice but my new graphics card cannot support it?
Hmmm...
Oh well.

KoToR series...
Play until sian also.
Nothing much to do.
A bit lazy to play Counter Strike Source too.
Then Cabal....
Unless they give me a reply soon for the error in accessing the cash shop...
I don't want to waste my time and money for it.
Pangya can be more worth while
Haha.

Anyway, if someone has Vampire The Masquerade: Bloodline game please lend me >.<
Mine was the 'backup' version.
Literally copy and pasted from my installed version.
CD was borrowed from friend.

Haha, no matter how many times I take their in-game quiz to determine which clan of vampire suits you, I always am in the Grangel clan.
The wolves XD

But I wana complete the game one more time as a Grangel then try other clans also >.<
Haiz.

P.S: I am still cursing that IRAS job application website :P

Life Goes On

2008-04-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

Events in life always happens in a sudden and unexpected manner.
Just a matter of how one will adept and or do something about it.
Complaining is always a good form of stress relieve :P

2 months plus and counting, and I am still jobless.
The stupid IRAS job application website sucks...
Government body some more =/
Guess those who applied knows where the taxpayers blood/sweat/hard earned money went to. *cough cough*

Anyway, did not write anything about YKT for this year.
YKT = Youth Kendo Tournament.
Since, confirm plus chop many other peeps will be blogging about it.
Haha.
And I am quite lazy.
Surprisingly managed to get to finals for once.
The usual Aunty Na karma was still there, haha.
Quite a good experience this year since I don't get stuck in rounds with too many NYP people.
Peter sensei once told me I am possibly lacking in experience with fighting with different people that's why my style is always the usual stuffs and so on.

Actually, it's true.
Haha.
I always keiko with almost the same people every time =/
Why?
No say.
Secret.
Not like I want to also >.<
Haha.

Training wise, guess I will have quite a bit of problem.
The over strained of my back during, and or maybe before YKT made my back more worst than before. Hard to tahan sitting for long periods. Standing too.
And I thought during and after YKT my elbow was totally fine, looks like I was wrong.
Right elbow suddenly pain again.
Not like in the past, but in another way.
Hold chudan, can notice my right arm trembling.
Hold jodan, also trembling.
Haso is also another 1 >.<
Cause need to bend the elbow.
When bend is like even more jialat, cause the trembling will be even more....... erhmmm....... will be even more... aiya, it's like effect increase.
Don't know how to explain >.<
And the longer the kihon drags, ironically which includes kata, the more my poor back suffers T_T

Not bad lah, at least for once, get to know until kata 5 properly >.<
Better than always go SKC on Sunday.
Then always, kata 1, kata 2, kata 3, finish, stare stare, repeat again.
Don't even know do correct or wrong.
And also no chance to properly learn kata 4 and above.
Kata 7 was -_-
I accidentally hit XN a few times, really hit, but not those serious one.
Hit part, never mind, the kneel down part my legs are always wrong ~_~
And ironically, I still have no idea on kata 6 >.<
And come to think of it, the kata 7 XN taught me when I asked him that time for it, got a step or 2 happens to be wrong. LOL.
Cannot blame him, he NS lah, but then, so slack *cough cough*
Haha.
At least he knew what he tried to teach me that time was wrong after he re-confirmed it.
But kinda hard to do kata with him >.<
His steps in sometimes, will be slightly different.
A bit hard to adjust >.<
And he so tall some more <_<
Haha.

Guess I will stop over here.
I have no idea as to when I will be done with my new blog skin as I have not even started on it yet.
At least I do have the picture and design in mind already.
Haiz...
I want a slacking job soon >.<
LoL.

お休み。。。

No Action Talk Only (NATO)

2008-03-09T01:06:00.004+08:00

Right, I now got play CabalSEA.
IGN is XiaoJing.
Currently level 44, in Venus.
Always stick in channel 6.
Above is my cabalist in the Cabal world.
Do not know why the screen shots quality so low.
Anyway, quite surprised there is still a constant number of people reading my blog even when it was so dead with totally almost no new posts.
More like, posts rate became once per month.
0.0

So, what's in Cabal?
I just feel like being evil for once.
Why?
Cause not in a good mood, and just nice use that brat as a scapegoat.
Why, too bad for him, some reason don't know why I can still remember that character's name.

In Cabal, there are always some troublesome quest which you need to hunt monster boss for a number as requested. Mostly, for now, always 20 of them at tops.
And their spawn rate is horrible and only 1 per spawn in a small area.
Spawn time is like, 1 minute + or so for 1.

Anyway, as usual in MMORPG, there is PVP system.
Of cause the other party needs to accept.
And of cause, there is people like me, who have totally no interest in PK or PVP thingys unless its like a bone system inside the game. For example, Silkroad Online since the job system requires you to PK other people when their job status in on to rank up your own job level.

So, as I was doing a tedious 20 kills on a Moscutter+, and have around like 8 more to go, some guy challenge me to a duel in PVP.
Of cause, I declined.
Come on lor, 20 of the stupid spawn and still got 8 more, do you really think some people will want to?
Decline 2 time, say people scared.
What a brat.

A few reasons why he dared to ask to PVP me when I was only level 40 was probably because:

1 - I was still wearing a 3rd tier equipment but all of it was at least a +3 rate and or above and all the stats was still higher than normal 4th tier equipment w/0 additional stats. Well, I say until like that, obviously you guys reading should know he is wearing 4th tier equipment lorz.
Did not figure out?
Play more, less work.
Cough cough.

2 - As I already mentioned, my character's name was XiaoJing. Even guys when use girls character won't usually give a girlish name unless they want to con people bahz. And quite obvious to some of my buddies who added me in-game who all I don't know also figured out I am a gal. That brat probably just wanted a free kill.

Ok, let's move on.
Then, after being declined 2 times and "suan" at the same time by me, he went to look for someone else interested for PVP.
What I suan him?
"Not interested literally means not interested. Why try to find me and not stronger ones. You are just afraid to lose to someone stronger than you."
And etc. I think I only added 2 lines.
Surprisingly, he did not make any comments back.

No, I am not pissed with him, maybe in the process make his life bad a little.
Cough cough.
Though not much difference bahz.
One of my friends interested to wear an equipment lower 1 tier than him and PVP him since he also don't like this kind of people.
But, why lehz?

Cause, after he asked who wants PVP he got state he is level 41. The next he asked to those interested was "You guys what level?".
One guy answered back "45"
Guess his reply?
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Lazy bugger :P
His reply was "OMG!!!"
So, think this brat will go challenge him?
After I finished my quest, replenish pots, go back a little while for some other quest, I see no PVP scenes at all.
This made my troublemaker friend more interested to find and ka-chiao him for fun.

Oh, and as I mentioned, I am feeling kind of evil right now.
Cough cough.
That brat's was xXEddXx.
Or whatever crap he is from of a crap pond.

MMORPG always have people to piss you off in a way, or another.
I wonder is it they eat and play too much until so fat that they can't move from their chair and except for trying to gain a moment of a pity "honor" by looking for someone presumingly weaker than them that they can't do anything else.
(Ya, your character gain honor points by winning in a PVP from what I heard so far. Honor points is basically like experience points to rank up the honor rank. Everyone starts from zero. The reason to rank up your honor class is to buy bigger bundles of pots from item shop.)

Their butt was probably so thick and fat that they had to strap themselves to a high security chair to prevent themselves from falling and degenerate their already degraded way of life.

My Blog is so Dead~

2008-03-03T14:59:00.003+08:00

Nopz, my blog is not dead.
It just look dead.
Haha.
Just that no snow only.
But at least the picture inside got tree and sun.
Hahahaha.

Alright, so what have I been up to?
Hmmm, let's see.
I CANT FIND A PART TIME JOB I LIKE T_T
*cough cough*
Been playing CS:Source lately, online with other people who I obviously don't know.
Also tried out the warcraft 3 modded CS.
Quite interesting just that it lags a little bit even if there is like 4 to 6 people playing.
Cause of all the custom added on effects and such.
And I didn't know my shotgun and dual berreta can be so accurate.
*cough cough*

A Very Hungry Kitten

2008-02-26T15:10:00.001+08:00

Haha
So cute XD

...
Missed my cat >.<

Taking My Mind Off

2008-02-08T03:08:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Chinese New Year not much fuss about it.
Guess it's the usuals every time.

Was playing Sims2 with the Seasons expansion.
Don't have my Opened For Business anymore and some others.
Not much options to build on.
And not in any mood to search for custom meshes.

Created a 3rd house today.
Got the inspiration from Sagum's 1st Palace.
He is a prince in an anime, Seirei no Moribito.
Meaning Guardian for the Sacred Spirit.
The 1st prince of the Yogo Empire but has a very weak body since birth.
He was immediately the Crown Prince when his younger brother, Chagum, was assumed by the court that he was dead.

Though he was not as Chagum was safe and sound away from the Imperial assassins as the royal birth do not tolerate a descendant of the gods to be possess by a water fiend which their Founding Emperor had killed.

*Spoiler*
However, the truth was the legend was a cover up story as the water fiend they assume to be a disaster for the impending drought happens to be a sacred spirit which will bless them with rain.
The Founding Emperor with his Holy Sage and his 8 warriors failed by saving the Guardian of the Sacred Spirit at the very last moment when they tried to extract the Sacred Spirit which was in an egg form out in preparation for it to hatch.

And so, to make it easier for them to have solidify their reasons for founding an Empire, the cover up story was used but they left a secret tomb full of the entire story of the truth and hope their descendants will one day unfold it when the need arise.

Well, quite sad for him.
He passed away a short while after he received his sword, which was like a coming of age gift to him.
Good thing he passed on peacefully without any pain.
He was down due to fatigue and overwork since a Crown Prince has lots to do and he worked even more because he know nothing about Chagum being alive and worked for his part too.
A hard and good worker.
He even propose a Ministry of Steel to boost their income from iron trading as their Empire was renowned for their iron works and forging of their Yogo Swords, which actually looks like a Japanese Katana just that it is a bit curved and has an extra edge near the sword guard.
*Spoiler Ends*

Here's the image of the house I built.
Took me about 2 hours I think.

It doesn't look alike like the one in the anime.
But as I said, inspiration.
A jumble in with my own idea.
Not much things to be able to use too.
Had a hard time to co-ordinate the colors a little.
Just unable to find a matching stairs too.
And the front with the lake and bridge was not present in the anime.
Added on to my preference.

As for the interior, I have not added any furnitures yet.
Only the stairs are done.
The only furnitures I added as you can probably see from the image, is the BBQ area.
Maybe I will pass up the idea of building a kitchen inside and let them BBQ all seasons round.
Haha.

But truth to be told..
My neighbor living opposite of my house has a high BBQ rate.
Especially when there's an event.
So, even when Chinese New Year, it's also a no surprise.
Even when no event of the year, they will still have a high rate doing BBQ for their dinner.

To My Beloved One

2008-02-07T03:44:00.000+08:00

Hugging my knees, I forced back the tears, alone.
I nearly succumb to the overwhelming anxiety tonight.
For as long as I can remember, you were always here by my side.
No one else but you.

"I want to be stronger"
Praying for strength, I stumbled again and hurt myself.
But I can stand back up because I have you to believe in.

"Thank you" is all I want to tell the one I love.
Over and over, as long as my voice will last.
To my irreplacable precious one,
Can you hear me?
In this ephemeral world and unchanging human warthm,
I'm sure I felt your presence.

Each and every time a year passes by,
I feel your presence every single night.

I thought that I wouldn't be lonely if I became an adult, but
I finally understand that I can't live on alone, but that's ok, right?

"Thank you" to the precious one who gave me courage.
Words that I want to convey from my heart.
And this time for my precious one,
What can I do for you?
In this ephemeral world and the unchanging bonds of people,
I want to treasure them.

"Thank you" is all I want to tell the one I love.
Over and over, as long as my voice will last.
To my irreplaceable precious one,
Is it reaching you?

"Thank you" to the precious one who gave me courage.
Words that I want to convey from my heart.
And this time for my precious one,
What can I do for you?
In this ephemeral world and unchanging human warmth,
I'm sure I felt your presence, my Beloved One.

I Don't Want You To Go

2008-02-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

I cried
Even before the vet calling me to tell me the news
I cried like a noisy kid unable to get a toy

It wasn't right, it just did not feel right...
But the guess came in right...

Cancer kicked in...
Spread to her lungs and her back
Causing her unable to do her toilet business properly
Was clearly in pain
Yet I did not want it to be true

If only I was able to spend more time with her
But I can't turn back time...
I will only regret not spending more attention on her...

And so...
I cried again
As loud as I could......
Because I have to put her to sleep tonight...
Which I would choose not to if possible
But the X-ray was out positive...

I don't need that new year luck
I don't need my attachment pay
I don't need my computer upgrades
I don't need my games
I don't need my plans for a new bogu or shinai

I just want you to stay by my side longer......

Hunger Kills

2008-02-04T01:34:00.000+08:00

I live in a good place.
Have a good cat as my compainon.
Yet still complaining about being hungry etc when others like in Africa are suffering from starvation.
Anyway, let's see.

Hmm, been 1 week plus since I last posted.
And tada, 2 more weeks to endure and my attachment will be over.
And I will "officially" graduate.
Overloading modules is defintely a good way to catch up XP
But darn, need to write report -_-
And I wana change my log book sia.
Better ask my LO about it.
How to say leh...
It looks kinda untidy and I don't like it.
Cause as time passes on, the logging style was different and it looks messy to me.

Hope the HR reimburse my transport fees...
-_-

And my PSP Slim, still no info yet.
After work gonna call and ask liaoz.

They may think I am so naggy and troublesome.
But hey, you guys are the one who initiated the free gifts.
At least be true to your words when you said by end of the January month will have news.
Now already 4th of Feburary.

Well, sad to say, I am not good at making noise for this kind of stuffs.
But, if it was my sister or my mum.
I will feel very.... awkward to the point feeling that I don't wana know them for that duration of noise time.

When to check just in case they did not record my handphone number.
But that lady was like... attitude problem sia.
And what kind of shop setup a customer application and did not include a search function -_-
She don't even know how to use it @_@

What's new?
Signed up facebook don't know when, but only recently logged in.
Damn those notifications @_@
Cleared all them with 2 days work -_-
Oh well..
At least its interactive.
At 1st I signed up just to avoid all those Facebook Invitation emails.

Feeling abit bad though.
"Bullied" peeps in dota w/o ally.
Even picked those with highest medal points.
But it appears low level starters, usually have no ally to join up with.
Cause that DV level 30+
So all the hit on-s were won easily.
Except for one against a Skeleton King.
Did not notice my Fatigue was in red zone.
Haha.

Well, ok lah.
Guess I will frequent it more often than my friendster.
I rarely touch on friendster in the 1st place sia.
More like, I got it since secondary 3.
But, the number of times I logged in was like...
Less than 20 I think.

Alright, have to sleep soon.
Need to go to Alexandra Road later for work.
Strange though, the sms format was different.
No project ID and etc as usual.
Just say go where, meet who and contact number.
No project details too.
Don't know if it will be a hard work or not.
Also want to early in the morning eat breakfast.
No dinner today T_T

Oh yea!
Mikko's flesh on the toe has started to grow back.

Oh NO!
She started losing appetite T_T
Haven not eaten for at least 3 days straight.
At least I got see her drinking water.
Even I feed her by hand she also don't want.
Maybe she is sicked of the food?

Gonna get her some other wet food.
Gonna try the Addictions brand.
But then, I don't see it commonly sia -_-
Maybe will go with fancy feasts.
Oh well, see how then.

Yawn...
Sleepy sleepy

What's for Dinner?

2008-01-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

Lately...
Kinda suay.
Been eating roti prata for dinner @_@
Gonna get fatter >.<

Haiz...
Hawker center at my area...
How to say, standard drop compared to last time.
Been around the same area ever since I was born.
Only during renovation went to Grandma's house to stay till complete.
Lot's of new stores, and those that handed over to their next generation.
Have to say, sadly enough, the newer generation is a let down =(
The food tasted horrible *faint*
And nothing much selling at night some more.
However, there are still a few decent ones.

Hmm...
Not say night...
After lunch time a lot of the stores slack already.
-_-
Their main income seems to be early morning till after lunch.

Oh well
Time to go for my dinner.
Yea...
Roti prata.

T_T

What My Name Means, from Blogthings

2008-01-15T17:41:00.000+08:00

What Wang Jinghui, Jasmine Means

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Nice and Fluffy

2008-01-13T15:59:00.000+08:00

Bored Bored Bored.
I am extremely BORED!!!!!
Seems like now every single day very boring.
Getting sick of replaying DOTA and the Gems Tower Defense.
Maybe I should look for new custom maps to play.
But, nothing much.

Been getting quite good with Zeus.
I hardly get killed when I use him unlike when I used my other usual Heros like Magina, Terrorblade and the Dwarf Sniper.
Love his Static Charge.
On a ownage spree.
The most I get killed will only be 1 time.
And that's usually when I am itching to get a kill asap.
Longest spree was 51 when I played solo against 5 bots.
Yea, BOTs, not humans.
So, don't know how will my playing style work against human players or not.
Especially the items/recipes I use are extremely costly @_@
But if I keep on kill Heros, the money comes in fast.

Now, I am proud to say, I finally can use an INT Hero.
Haha.
Yea, for some reasons I don't know why.
Other INT Heros I try to use always die fast -_-
Then my level will lag back a lot and keep on not enough money for the items.
Not even when I use Lina Inverse even though she has a high HP from the start.
Just like, no affinity with INT Heros 1.

As for STR Heros, tried to use Naix.
Hmm, from my point of view, a late game Hero.
Cannot really do much from the start but once the Cranium Bashers x2 and a Butterfly is in + Avatar. It's like "Oooooo".
Then also plus either a MKB or BKB and a LS.
Last slot?
Boots of Travels lor. Before that will use Power Threads though. After got around enough money, sell and then get the BoT.
Maybe I will try STR Heros for a change of mood later.

Can still remember Popo-chan was on a ownage spree when he used Naix and played DOTA with us on one of our LAN outings.
That time on my side I know got YK. The other 1 is... either MK or ZL.
Anyway, 3 people gangbang on Popo-chan's hero still hardly able to kill him, lol.
Can still remember one of them use Gordon. One of the skills can stone and it will become invulnerable for a while.
My side got 4 people I think. I was dead by that time, still waiting to respawn.
YK and the other 2 went to gang him at his base, most of the towers were down that time already.
One of them got killed, left YK and the Gordon. Should be MK I think.
Popo-chan's HP left half, but got passive lifesteal when attacking. MK left less than 1/4 HP, almost red color already, then he use the stone skill.
YK that time also dying, he despo spam all the skills hoping can kill Naix, but then, lifesteal mahz, haha, YK died 1st.
Then just nice, MK's stone skill time was up, spam his skill and Naix got killed few seconds after YK's Hero died.

Now at home, putting aside the games and anime to occupy my attention span.
The next thing keeping me alive is Mikko~
Muahahahaha. It was confirmed, only normal infection, no cancer ^_^.
But normal infection still need to take good care. Good thing those lumps burst when I brought her to see the vet again. Burst meaning those lumps are just infections.
Hey! Better than knowing the results as cancer kayz!

Bathed her yesterday XD
Now she is so nice and fluffy to touch and stroke >.<
Now gonna bath her twice per week.
No choice bahz, better to keep her clean and nice smelling.
The shampoo was prescribe by the vet, a medicated one. So = can kill the infection also.
Not to mention, it can be used for regularly.

New year is coming soon and yet my room is still in a mess.
How messy?
You won't believe it unless you take a peek.
And Nopz, am not that stupid enough to post a picture of my room.
Cause, like I said, damn messy.
Even if I tidy and clean up, less than 1 weeks' time always back to usual.
So like no diff.
Just that, sometimes, the amount of furs flying around in my room makes me -_-|||
Maybe will just pack pack a little then vacuum and clean the floor.

Now thinking getting something for Mikko for New Year.
My mum let Whiskey wore one of dad's old shirt.
Gotta say, looks kinda good on him aye, just that, cause the cutting is for humans, the shirt will tend to not spread properly.
She even tried to get him to wear a cap.
Haha.
So cute XD

Maybe getting her another new collar.
The old one she don't know chew chew until where already.
Though I know she don't like to wear collar, better than being mistaken as a stray when she goes out and etc.
Cannot get her those Nylon and etc though, cause her fur will stick onto it.
Need those leather made ones.
Wonder where can I find another one.
The previous one I think I chanced upon it at a $1.99 shop.
It was a very good quality and a nice color to suit her fur coating.
The pic above, the collar she wore was the one.

Ahhh~~~
So nice to hug her and slp XD

Lisa Komine: Faith

2008-01-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

The 2nd OP of Rental Magica.
Actually, it's just the English version of the 1st OP.
But I seems to like the English version for some reason.
And her English is good.
The lyrics too.
No image of Lisa though =/

Lyrics @ The Black Order.
Though the English she sings is very clear so you probably don't even need it.

Sua Gu Me

2008-01-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

Thought at least today can go home in a easier manner.
But end up, wasn't at AMK Hub.
It was NCS Hub.
Dotx...

Cus this time the format send was kind of different.
Usually, it will be.
(something infront with <>)(client or company name),(yes, a comma 1st)(then address) and etc.
But this time, it was like this.
NCS,(the comma was here) AMK Hub Blk B Level 1 (and etc)

At 1st I already find it weird that why AMK Hub had a Blk B.
But since up till now I have never reached a wrong spot as of yet, so I really thought it was AMK Hub.
Had to take a cab to NCS Hub from there.
Heng it's after Peak.
Or else I cannot even have my lunch.

But then, walking from NCS Hub to AMK Hub is so damaging to my legs -_-
At least I think I know for sure it ain't bone injury.
Not to mention 1 whole day I have to stand and do updates to the stuffs.
From morning 9.45am+ onwards to 6.40 or 50pm +.
And the only time I sat was during and after lunch, while waiting for user to return to let us have access back into the office.
And it's near the door so I did not want to pull a chair over and sit there since it will block the passageway in and out of the room.
And the amount to do today is really killer up till now.
Thank whichever lord or god, the other time that 21 servers no need to install OS.
Or else die like crazy @_@

Now, dead tired.
No dinner and no money for dinner...
=/
Another starving night to hang on.

Cannot even mention about movies.
T_T
Have to postphone my plan to watch I am legend till next Tuesday.
Damn.

Muahaha

2008-01-08T07:42:00.000+08:00

Today's job site might be kind of shiock.
Cause it's gonna be at AMK Hub. LoL.
Meaning I can reach fairly easily.
Morning got rush period mahz.
Though the job specs I see might render me @_@

But since close today, maybe instead of GV Bishan, I go buy my ticket at Cathay.
So close, might as well. Level 4 only.
Though no $1 discount for me.
Now only don't know what time watch.
Cause don't wana wear job's clothes watch movie.
Don't like formal wear mahz.

Watch what?
Hee hee.
If I still got money left end of the day, confirm watch this one.

Yep, I am Legend.
FYI, this show is actually the 3rd adaption from a sci-fi novel called Last Man on Earth.
I think, the book name I mean.
It was out on...... way before i was born, that is for sure at least :P
1950 something I think.

1st adaption was Last Man On Earth I think.
2nd adaption was I am Omega?
Too lazy to recall.
XP

Damn, the dog so kawaii~
Everytime I see a kawaii dog I will pity my own doggie at home.
Poor Whiskey.
At least he always wag his tail whenever we returned home XD

And finally, my pay is coming this week, 10th >.<
Gonna save at least half of it to use it on my cat.
Still waiting for my free PSP slim.
End of the month then got stock =/
Oh well, at least it's free.

They say don't wana wait can ask for Nintendo DS lite though, with 2 free games.
But nahz, got some games that I wana play are on PSP.
Too bad I cannot play Pokemon though =/
Haha.
Maybe next time I will save for 1.
Time to shower~

Quiz to out of Boredom

2007-12-30T17:34:00.000+08:00

Felt bored and chanced upon this quiz webbie.
Forgot to save the link though.
Think it's called PuzzleBox?
Or was it QuizBox???
Lazy to search again since I closed the window.
Have to say that the View on Youself quiz, some of it is kinda, not say accurate, but true.

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your
friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you
learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good
-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many
people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will
pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and
that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about
choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own
instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus
on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and
achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in
case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be
unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like
to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better
if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.